bLoGGie

2009-06-16T12:15:00.003+08:00

ATC Recee was on last sat.

didnt turn out the way i expected it to..

really disappointing if i must say,

you know who you are.

you dont even possess basic CI knowledge,

disgraced everyone with your intellectually-challenged acts.

couldnt even raise my head for the whole day. sighs.

please equip yourself with some common sense..for your sake and and the sake of everyone else.

sighs.buck up.

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marcus had left for malaysia..

damn.hope he learns something there..

meanwhile..i will learn something here too! =)

he lent me his RipStik. (WOOTS~!)

actually. i'm like a noob with that..

now im going to learn how to gain some serious speed with that board.

maybe do some ollie, kickflips and stuffs? (crosses finger.)

my busy period coming soon.

NRC, ATC and BCOMM DTC .

*actually its BCOMM Data Gathering Call, just made it into an acronym to rhyme!*

anyway..

all these camps are going to be very meaningfu because im going to step down as CI next year..

also, i have a goal to achieve with these kiddos. =)

bcomm is gonna be stressful too.. because im still unfamiliar with all the skills taught (-.-)

need to revise because my slot is early next term!

so many things, so little time.

KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK!

2009-06-11T21:52:00.002+08:00

yesterday:

i went to school to discuss the WISP assignment2...
our group chosen to do the project on GERMANY.

it was about the holocaust and hitler..DUH!
damn..but i think im starting to like it because the research is getting more and more fun!

and i got my long awaited camping stuffs!

1. my trusted 11function army knife (the last one spoilt by joe's friend)
2. a 7 LED super bright torchlight!
3. a MAGNESIUM FLINT! =)

the sparks from the flint are like super bright! woo hoOO!

today:

went to school for IPD make-up lecture..
was held in the PROTOTYPING CENTER@blk44!

the students work are SUPER CREATIVE can.
i was stunned and awestruck by their ideas...

then the lecturer brought us to the prototyping lab to see the Rapid Prototyping Machines.
i really had my eyes wide open!
technology has advanced to a stage whereby the impossible is now possible.
all these machines have defied the laws of the human intricacies. AARGH!!

maybe one of my creations gonna come out soon! =)

2009-06-09T21:48:00.002+08:00

hey!!

i got my LEGS fixed!

BACKGROUND:
my dumbo knees started hurting around sec2 (2004).

it became worse at sec3, then i went to "sports medicine" for a checkup.

they told me that my cartilage worn out, and i need physiotherapy...

so i went for a few months of physio.. BUT obviously to no avail (but i got to sleep really well!)

i left the pain there...for days, months and years..

until 2006, when i went to korea..

my cousin is a korean traditional doctor.

he used infrared, accupuncture and ba-guan to help me relieve the pain

i felt alittle better but i knew it wasnt a long term solution..

i left it there again for a few years until TODAY!

i went to meet the legendary Lau Hor (Tiger)!

he is a chinese therapists..

damn zai can!

he immediately pressed on my pain point and told me that my knee joints were partly dislocated.. then he just put my bone back with a SUPER LOUD sound!

then he sucked out the clot using ba-guan.. and all the blood were damn dark..

now it hurts alittle because of the ba-guan but i feel so much better on the whole.

hopefully my legs get stronger soon!!!

then i really can be Golden Left Foot!

=) =) =)

2009-06-08T15:10:00.002+08:00

okay. back to the topic.

just ended the e3 camp for my EXTEND a few days back.
in short, "IT WAS A BANG!"

i had to take grp3 and grp4 (thought it was a chore, but apparently NOT!)
the camp actually brought me back to my sec school days when camp actually spells "FUN".
really glad to have made those kids REALLY REALLY happy =)

i think it marks my first step in teaching entreprenuership to the rest of the world.
its not going to be easy without a track record, but nonetheless its my first step!

now..about the camp:

1. it was held throughout 3days, where those poor kids had to stay over and sleep on the floor..and we get to go back and sleep on our beds! =P

2. we held 4 lecture sessions, me and marcus were in charge of sessions 2 and 3! guess the kids really enjoyed our display of craziness+business ;P

3. we went to the croc farm and the aeroponics farm to experience entrepreneurship from the very basics.i had lots of fun there.. (mmmm..lettuce!!)

4. group 3 and 4 were made up of wonderful people who made the camp FUN FOR ME!!

To Amin, the chirpy yet emo instructor who is SO HELPFUL.. here is the part that you wanted!
he was super helpful and did so much for the group.. just dont understand why he wasnt chosen for best instructor.. LOLOL..

5. grp 3 got consolation prize (try harder next time!)
grp 4 got first! (good job, you guys deserved it!)
quite a big difference eh?but it only shows that WEIZI rocks! (LOL!)

all in all, i really had fun..
something that i really missed!
thanks everyone who made this camp super-duper-ultra-fun (S-DUF) for me!

till next time!

2009-06-08T15:08:00.003+08:00

yo dudes, dudettes, and halves!

new blog, new life!

some orientation:
NAVIGATIONS on the left.
(its those little Post-Its that you see hanging out of the "notebook") =D

right i guess thats it!

2009-04-15T09:49:00.003+08:00

back from another week =)

yesterday was gf's birthday..had alot of fun with her and her family.
she received damn lots of presents but she still thinks it isnt enough, so envious of her lehhh!

her parents made efforts to decorate the place with balloons and a pretty "HAPPY BIRTHDAY" poster with a princess in it. such a lucky girl!!

we had a feast prepared by her maid and mum, her dad also ordered pizza and drumlets for us. it was a really interesting birthday party!

ended work for quite some time alr. luckily i ended with top sales!

SALES FIGURE: 8 EyeRelax, 8 BeauS

LOL!

2009-04-03T11:20:00.002+08:00

im at work now..
i brought my laptop along, so blogging become easy!!

5th day at AMK Hub, but none of the 3 ppl (me included) stationed here managed to sell anything..

its so saddening because i've worked damn hard, sadly hard work dont necessarily pay off =(

looking at my schedule, i wont be able to attend NPCC as often anymore. sighs.
it was my life but now..

"a change is at hand"
im feeling it right now..i hope it reverses itself.

2009-04-01T01:04:00.003+08:00

hey guys, ghosts and whichever stalkers still looking at my blog,

just some updates about my life since my last post (in no chronological order):

1. got a girlfriend
2. ended year 2 alr.. GPA 3.10
3. i'm going for 6mth attachment in the august semester, dunno posted to where yet
4. owe ngee ann library a fine that doesnt belong to me (now kena warning letter somemore)
5. joined Energie Group as a Product Specialist aka. salesman
6. until now, i've worked for 16days and got "Top Sales" among my batch consistently
7. played "Cashflow" with some adults and learned alot (still sad for not getting the free pass..)
8. ended march camp '09.. dont know whether to be happy or sad..

to the sec4s who still might see my blog:

actually i feel really happy to be your CI even though all of you grew up to turn your back against me. (bunch of traitors!! just kidding la..)

seeing all of you grow is my greatest testimony in NPCC. people go for gold unit and what nots, but i've managed to help a group of people undergo a metamorphosis to become leaders in their own ways.

but i want to apologise for not being able to impart all the NPCC skills due to my incompetencies in campcraft, drills, etc.
thanks for always laughing my mistakes off together with me, those times redefined my impressions of a training session because now i know that fun is present in all the various trainings.

i felt like i was part of the squad, i felt like a cadet all over again. though i still prefer my own squadmates, but all of you still brought me alot of happiness.

sometimes i might be alittle crazy, doing things that might seem to be meaningless, unreasonable and stupid. what i was trying to do was only to instill 2 things: courage and humility.

some of you might dislike the way i operate but i have tried my very best to care. i might not be like other CIs, i cant make all of you happy like they can. but i really tried damn hard. but still..

i feel very happy to receive gifts from all of you, i keep them really well and i take a look at them at times, hoping to get back the feeling i had when i first saw them.
though i didnt get expensive gifts like joehan, i choose to believe and see the value behind my gifts. so SOMETIMES i feel really lucky =)

your npcc journey has come to a temporary stop..
if you choose to continue, the choice of becoming a CI is always there for any of you. i will personally welcome you back to the unit.
but if you choose to stop, then i urge you not to forget it. because these experiences over the 4years were crafted by your beliefs and your efforts.

in any case, enjoy the remaining time in NPCC. work hard in AAC as well as your studies, look forward to farewell '09. i'm sure we'll have lotsa fun. =)

*to chanel, anisah and yueyu:
thanks for all the efforts and hard work that you've put in, you will soon reap the fruits of your labor in wherever you are going in the future. GOOD LUCK!

2009-02-02T15:00:00.003+08:00

first of all..

who is name?

what message are you referring to?

then...

this blog gonna die soon i think.

recently i keep going out and i have no time for my blog at all.

anyway, i also dont have any loyal readers so i think its not so bad afterall =)

exams are on 20, 24, 27th feb. wish me luck!

2009-01-05T11:27:00.001+08:00

first day of school,

damn sian. got back 1 paper.
CMA- 77.5 /100

aiyah.
see how lor next time. BYE

2008-12-29T22:33:00.003+08:00

hey all..

if you realised, i seem to have disappeared from earth for some time alr.

actually im at m'sia with my buddies..
it may seem fun and all but yeah..things are not what they seem to be.

this trip made me know many things. some good, some bad.
now i can only describe my feelings with 1 word: EMPTY

looking at others, i realise how different i am in various aspect of life.
though i might envy them, but i still love my life.

now, i lost about quite alot of things.
intrinsic and extrinsic alike.

some things can be bought again, but some cant.
when those things are lost, it may never be found back again.

sighs. all i can say is that im sorry.

maybe im a bad guy. maybe...surely..

75th CIBTC D'08

2008-12-21T14:37:00.002+08:00

another batch of CIs passed out..

with a blink of an eye, im alr a CI for 1.5 years.
yesterday i saw the video flashback of the new batch and had some thoughts of my own.

i was once like those ppl, went into CIBTC with no idea of what we are getting.
at that time, i felt that being a CI was a major thing and i cant abuse this chance.
but i realised that i've changed.. i find that i dont treasure my authority as much as i used to.
maybe i the feeling i had for being a CI was overstated, the change in me was obvious but not as drastic as i thought it was.
there is virtually no difference in being a CI and a normal person, but some ppl really make that difference so obvious that it kind of irritates me.

to a particular group of ppl:

we all carry the same "diamond" on our shoulders, what differentiates your group and ours?
we treat your group with respect because we're nice, not because we have to.
hope the relevant ppl understands this...

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on a lighter note, yesterday was really fun with the area18 gang dominating the helpers section once again..
laughed, joked and got teased several times.
overall the day ended with loads of laughter and i got damn tired from all the laughings.

many unexpected things happened and i truly believe they all happened for a reason.
havent felt so good for a long time, thanks for the acknowledgements! =D

roughly wrapped up the day, details are kept in.. MY HEART! HAHAHAHAHA!!!

DIN TAI FUNG later for dinner!

WEIZI =)

windows live writer

2008-12-17T12:32:00.002+08:00

i’ve installed some of the windows live suite.
now im blogging through windows live writer, quite cool you know..hehe =P
dont have to login blogger anymore!
the new windows live messenger that comes with the suite works pretty well too.
cool interface, but no messenger plus.. will try installing that again later.
cheers to windows live!]

bulleted form. LOL

2008-12-14T22:56:00.002+08:00

life of an 18 year old

it has been 5days since i've turned 18.

nothing much changed except that i feel older and the responsibilities that i have to carry are heavier..

being older doesnt mean being wiser.
i still want to be young.
i'm still young!
there is this part of me that still wants to rant and be childish.
but the environment dont allow me to do that.

does anyone understand that i've never been young before?
does anyone know that i long for someone to take care of me?
does anyone know the shit that i've been going through for the past 18years of my life?

i know i always carry a smile on my face,
but does that mean that i'm leading a carefree life?

this world is never about yourself.
at some point in time, you will be living your life under someone else's expectations.
before that happens, treasure every chance that you have to make your own decisions..

dont be independent before you are supposed to..
it will only give you more pain and suffering. you'll know what i mean when the time comes..

emo shit. dont mind me.
sorry.

2008-12-08T11:18:00.002+08:00

always look on the bright side of life.

sometimes when things look bad, its usually a blessing in a REALLY GOOD disguise.

a beautiful diamond comes from an ugly looking rock,
all it needs is just some polishing and the beauty of the diamond will show.

things are really ugly now.
im gonna polish, polish and keep polishing until the shine is VERY SHINY..

2008-12-07T11:15:00.006+08:00

hey..

to htet: go and die. COMMON TEST WEEK IN SCHOOL LA..

so yeah..its the common test week.
finished 2 papers (EBA and CMA).. still got 2 more until the end of next week.

just had the weirdest dream last night.
didnt believe that i'll be caught in that dilemma.
its just a dream la..right?

anyways.
counting down to 18 already. 2 freaking days more before i can register for driving tests.

also, another countdown started..
7 days cold turkey.
lets just hope it passes with a blink of an eye =)
i cant wait!

i can tell there's something goin' on,

hours seem to disappear..

everyone is leaving i'm still with you..

it doesn't matter what we do,

where we are going to..

we can stick around and see this night through..

- extract from "Young Folks"

by Peter Bjorn and John

2008-12-02T21:35:00.002+08:00

perfection.

what is it?

many crave for it..
and many think they have it.

if perfection is a colour, i think it wont exist.

there arent any colour in this world that will remain as it is no matter what colour is splashed on it..

the only way to attain perfection is when you are blind.
because only a blind man cannot see the stains that are made on the colour of perfection..

"no man is perfect, for everyone has a tendency to make mistakes here and there."

2008-11-23T10:52:00.002+08:00

Christmas Carol in times of the Financial Crisis
(quite funny. HAHA)

You'd better watch out
You'd better not cry
You'd better keep cash
I'm telling you why:
Recession is coming to town.

It's hitting you once,
It's hitting you twice
It doesn't care if you've been careful and wise
Recession is coming to town

It's worthless if you've got shares
It's worthless if you've got bonds
It's safe when you've got cash in hand
So keep cash for goodness sake, HEY

You'd better watch out
You'd better not cry
You'd better keep cash
I'm telling you why:
Recession is coming to town!

Finance products are confusing
Finance products are so vague
The banks make you bear the cost of risk
So keep out for goodness sake, OH

You'd better watch out
You'd better not cry
You'd better keep cash
I'm telling you why:
Recession is coming to town.

2008-11-22T12:51:00.002+08:00

i know. you know. we know.

things will straighten out by themselves sooner or later.

things might seem raw and rough now. but im sure it will smoothen out in the future.

as the saying goes, “船到桥头自然直”

相信我吧

2008-11-21T14:55:00.001+08:00

when the grass looks greener on the other side,
its time for you to sow new seeds.

=D

2008-11-20T23:25:00.002+08:00

FEAR.
I'M SCARED.

i know its you.
but im scared you dont think so.

stay strong..the both us.

2008-11-15T08:31:00.003+08:00

tingling sensation is building up within me.

finished this week of school with a sigh of relief.

it was like an "academic marathon", running non-stop hoping to see the weekends.

i really had very little time for myself and people around me.

seems like people get lonelier as they get more stressed.

what i'm thankful about is that i have a remedy!

and that is my QUEEN PILL! =D

the pill works like magic:

1) no stress almost instantly

2) overwhelming happiness

3) tremendous feeling of being loved

sounds like some contraband drugs.. but yeah. the QUEEN PILL is THAT potent.

recommended intake: DAILY

but i cant have it daily because of school work..

so i must treasure every opportunity to receive my dosages =)

anyways..

tomorrow will be weigh-in day.

hope i can lose as more weight today so i can face an easier opponent.

cant stand having to go home with blue blacks all over..

but what to do?

fight means will get hurt.

so the bottomline is: i signed up to get hurt. -.-

i still have tickets for the competition.. faster contact me!!!

visit this LINK for more information!!

2008-11-13T16:56:00.002+08:00

hey.. back after so long.

sorry eugene.. i still wont do your quiz. so tedious..

these few days had been really packed. work after work after work.
it only gets worst when you have someone in your team that is multiplying the stress levels with her consistent nagging.

after yesterday's CMA test, things are starting to look better.
less stress for maybe a week? hmm.. we shall see.

im looking to revive whatever i've done during june.. yes and i mean SIXINVERT.

this time i am better prepared and now im looking for someone who has a flair for website design and creation.
i need a real site and not a blogshop. aarrrgghhh...

another thing that is killing me is myself.
as the saying goes, "you are your most formidable enemy". i totally agree with it.
i cant seem to handle myself. i know i must loosen up but im still troubling myself with lotsa nonsensical thoughts when things ARE that simple.
help me help me help me...

CI meeting coming soon. its about time la.
ATC'09 camp coordinator perhaps?

2008-11-03T18:50:00.003+08:00

PICTURES!!!!

$10 leash for BINGO

BINGO the JACK RUSSELL!

below is the CATERPILLAR i saw at ngeeann busstop. DAMN HAIRY.
so im gonna call it MAO-MAO CHONG! (-.-)

THATS IT FOR PICTURES! =)

2008-11-01T22:27:00.004+08:00

actually i have my fair share of chivalrous acts..

recently i did something that i was really proud of and i know there are also ppl who are and will be proud of me for performing that act of chivalry. LOLOL!!

last saturday:

after the npcc inter-unit frisbee competition at HYSS, shuyee and i went home together.
while walking back to her place, we saw a jackrussell at the other side of the road..
at first i thought it was a stray, but shuyee convinced me that it was a lost dog (i thought so too after remembering how my aunt's jackrussell ran away many years ago).

that crazy dog was really a daredevil at that time.. he dashed across roads and almost got knocked down by a taxi. it was really heart-wrenching to see a near death experience happening in front of your eyes.

together with shuyee's pleading, i decided to chase that dog so as to prevent it from getting into fatal accidents. i gave shuyee my bags and then started to chase the jackrussell.

an avid dog lover would know that jackrussells are hyperactive. they can move alot faster than other dogs that we might keep as pets. as such, i really had a hard time keeping up with it.. the best i could do was to trail around 5 steps behind the dog.. damn saddening for me(a "runner") to lose so badly to a pet..
when it stopped to rest (finally..) i managed to convince him to let me hug him.. so i carried it in my arms to prevent him from running away ever again..

we went to the police station nerby hoping to find out if there were any reports made for lost pets. but sadly the policeman just brushed us off and asked us to enquire at the pet store.

obviously we werent able to find out anything from the pet store, so i decided to do things my way.
first i got a leash for the dog. $10 you know.. so not worth it..
then i brought it to walk around the neighborhood coz i think that a responsible owner would be looking for his/her pet at that time..

after walking and walking and more walking, we decided to walk in the cooler place. then we heard an owner calling a pet name from somewhere.. but we couldnt find where the voice was coming from.

just as i was about to leave, a woman came down and hugged the dog while calling its name which is "bingo". she was explaining over and over again abt her carelessness and her love for the dog. she kept saying "thank you" and told us how appreciative she was and blah..

that scene was just...heartwarming perhaps?

PICTURES will be posted at a later date.. just know that i was a hero that brought a pet back to its owner. LOL!

2008-10-28T07:22:00.002+08:00

at the wrong place, at the wrong time.

think..how many times it happened and resulted in an undesirable consequence..

=( =( =(

2008-10-19T22:11:00.002+08:00

ALERT!

if you wanna see me fight, please contact me for a ticket to the ALL STYLES MARTIAL ARTS CHAMPIONSHIP 2008.

it is a martial arts competition held once in 2 years and it features every existing martial arts in Singapore.

if you are asking the following questions:

"wtf? weizi can fight?"
"weizi? fight? no link leh.."
"never expect weizi to fight leh. can he do it?"
(and the list goes on...)

then you should purchase 1 ticket from me to go see!

tickets are going at $15 if you get from me.. (best price. no doubt.)

i have 10, can get more if you guys still want.. but seriously. $15 tickets are rather limited (1000+ in circulation?)

DETAILS:

Venue: Toa Payoh Sports Complex
Date: November 30, 2008
Time: Anytime between 10am-8pm (many fights going on + prize presentation)

got questions just call/sms/msn me ok?

2008-10-16T00:09:00.000+08:00

hey guys,

attachement ended alr = school started.

seriously, i hate school.
not because of studying or things like that.. its just that school is getting abit too "crowded".

i will have dizzy/fainting spells whenever i feel "suffocated" in a large group of ppl. maybe i didnt realise previously, but i feel that there are like 2342934843953451231million people studying in ngee ann.. LOL

i hope i will see less ppl soon. my eyes and head hurts man. DAMN BADLY..

oh ya. product advert:::

3M Nexcare Acne Patch is a sticker for your pimples!
it sucks your pimple dry of oil coz that sticker is supposed to be a sponge-like thingy.
its colour blends in with the skin tone. thus making it ALMOST invisible (if you stand under a light that patch will be damn obvious la.)

it helped ALITTLE in healing the pimple. but not as fantastic as advertised.

perhaps its worth a try? considering the price to be damn cheap.. HAHAHA

2008-10-08T23:28:00.000+08:00

here you go.. now you know why i think its funny. hahahaha

2008-10-01T02:38:00.002+08:00

back to the dashboard.

another week or so passed.

total sian-sation.

i feel so wronged. totally cant find myself anymore.

it seems that i am irritating, childish, stupid and blah to the outside world.

even i myself think so too. hmmm. time to find the real yapweizi?

ITP drawing to a close in 8days. its been really tiring for me to mix with ppl i dont like at all. if this is the scene that im gonna be exposed to when i grow up, i think i would be better off dead.

some positive stuffs that happened during these few days of absence that got me alittle happier: (in no order of merit)

1. warning letter for parking my bike at the wrong place in the Creative Carpark
2. got myself an additional 1GB ram for my dear computer
3. *secret*
4. the return of limhuihuang
5. saw some ppl receive their desserts
6. discovered the way to run 6km without feeling thirsty

some negative stuffs that happened during these few days of absence that brought me down:

1. backstabbed
2. badmouthed
3. loathed
4. misunderstood
5. wronged
6. (the list goes on...)

i really dont think this list will do me any good. but as the wise men say, "count your blessings, name them one-by-one."

just returned frm a late night movie with aaron. *complimentary tickets frm sobbinayap*
i promise not to watch horror movies anymore for at least this year.
the latest horror movie now is "Mirrors"
it was the worse 2hours of my life. every minute, im only thinking about leaving the theatre.
the deaths were damn gory, and the cheap scares were.. welll.. really cheap.
im never prepared to look at disgusting dying procedure, i swear i felt like vomitting just now.
hmmm.
if you want me to break the promise and watch a horror film, you have to either: i)be really pretty and insistent on watching a horror film, or ii)pay for my tickets and pay me to watch that show.

AARGH!

its really damn late now.
i would like to thank the calendar for hari raya and also thank the dumbass shift planners for giving me an off day on a hari raya.

off to wash up and sweet dreams to me. =)

"when the going gets tough, the tough gets going"

2008-09-13T23:13:00.002+08:00

hey
back after another week

this week was a week of chaos and achievement.

CHAOS.

1. i freaking emo-ed through half of the week. feeling lost and lonely. it got damn bad until i "passed it on" to someone else.

2. i found out what some ppl thought of me. got damn pissed and started spewing vulgarities in the office. kinda dumb. but it never feels good to know how your good intentions transform and become interpreted into something of evil intentions.

ACHIEVEMENTS.

1. i overcame the tendency to become emo after a talk with ms tayshwuyueh. we understood how short life is, and time should not be wasted on crying over spilt milk.

fall > cry abit > get up > move on. [this will be one of my new principles]

2. i ran my first 20km. Creative Technology's Walk-a-Jog happened yesterday. my initial plan was to finish 16km. but thanks to my colleagues, they tempted me into running 20km. so i ran and ran throughout.

at 10km, my timing was 1h10mins! better than my timing during the HUMAN RACE! i was damn happy and was even more motivated to complete the remaining 10km asap.

so i ran and walked, ran and walked until the final 1km. i had a massive cramp. MY QUADRICEPS (layman's term: thighs) tensed up suddenly. immediately i had to sit down and control my breathing.

ppl from the back caught up and kept asking if i was alright. some even wanted to massage my legs for me. i had to smile to each and everyone of them, assuring them that i am alright. in the end, a first-aider came to help me up. and i completed the remaining distance limping. -.-

this 20km run is really one of my milestones. if my legs still allow, i will continue running and perhaps i'll join the standard chartered marathon next year (this year i cant because im too young...not 18 yet).

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on the side note.
i feel this time i screwed up. really managed it badly.
im still waiting for you. dont misunderstand me please.

2008-09-06T14:12:00.001+08:00

CHECK IT OUT! WOOTS!

told you i had a stomachache at 7.5km... LOL -.-

2008-09-03T19:06:00.002+08:00

after a long break, im finally back.

big 'thank you' to eugene and jiayi for REMINDING me to update.

anyways. lots of stuffs happened during my absence.

1. INTERNSHIP AT CREATIVE TECH.

2. NIKE HUMAN RACE 10K

3. NEWEST DISCOVERY (HOW STUDENTS ARE ALWAYS STUDENTS)

intern-ed at creative for 1.5 weeks alr.
actually im enjoying myself because i really had something for creative's products. being able to "connect" with them once more brings me great joy.

im posted to WWCR (World Wide Customer Response) which means that im dealing with technical support for all the countries. however im in the team that is in charge of USA.

main jobscope: provide tech support via email.
its quite interesting to see how cranky some americans get when their product isnt functioning. more often than not, im laughing to myself while replying the mails. ppl around me should be thinking that im crazy. =X

being the WEIZI i've always been, i never liked the idea of giving lots of PR messages before dealing with the problems. im alittle worried that supervisors will get offended by my style..
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the nike human race is the first running event that i ever participated in.
im not really a fan of running long distances because i cant stand the feeling of tightness in the chest as well as the lack of energy in the limbs.

after that race i realised that my stomach really controls my whole body.

during the run, my stomach started to ache for no particular reason. every step i took made me shake, it was so unbearable that i had to stop running and walk for quite some distance. thus causing my timing to be so crappy.

at the end of it, im really glad i pulled through. at least i didnt quit halfway and give myself various reasons to think it was right to quit.

more runs like that perhaps? creative is organising one and i signed up for the 8km run. 12sept i think. =)
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today i finally couldnt stand it.
i had another revelation.
when i have a revalation, it is never good. i have to always convince myself to accept the ugly side of this world.

i've never dared to defy/anger ppl of higher authority for no reason.
i always thought that everything in the PICARD should be followed by everyone at some point.

Punctuality
Initiative
Character
Attitude
Responsibility
Discipline

since the start of my internship, im really struggling to follow my principles.
if i follow them, i'll get left out.
if i dont follow them, i'll piss the senior staffs off.

i know i can control myself. but i really cant imagine myself being a loner walking up and down creative. sighs.

acceptance or principles. now i know why so many ppl fall to wrong path, the urge to be accepted is really overwhelming. once you lose self-control, you are bound to head the wrong way..

p.s. im really sorry for my lack of decisiveness. please forgive me.

2008-08-18T14:48:00.007+08:00

wah. came to blogger.com and had the shock of my life!

THEY CHANGED THEIR LAYOUT? (did i take too long to realise?)

2 papers passed. remaining 2 very simple, so today can afford to slack. hahaha =)

lets share some of my pictures! no one ever seen my photo-taking talents before.

only myself -.-"

here goes: (enlarge them for better effects!)

this is taken from my window! i like the colour,very greenish. quite soothing.. :p

this one also very interesting. feel like i seen it before somewhere. he is one of the RED LIONS!

NOW...ALL THE FIREWORKS PICTURES FROM NDP '08

lastly. show you some "standard" Singapore Shots. not VERT VERY proud of them la. coz they only look OKAY to me..

first time post so many pics. COMMENTS! =)

2008-08-13T20:51:00.002+08:00

im vexed.
really vexed.
its either you or me.
but. there are so many things stopping me from letting you have your way

nelly furtado once asked, "why do all good things come to an end?"

now,im posing the exact same question to everyone reading...
how many "happily ever after" have you witnessed?
how many times have things gone your way?
how many times have you regretted what you did?

aargh. CARPE DIEM. CARPE DIEM.

how i wish i can just live every single day as it is.
if only i could bring myself to shut out problems of the future.
my life would be alot smoother than it currently is.

i hate thinking too far out into the future.
i hate thinking of possible endings when things are just starting out.
i hate myself.

im sorry

2008-08-12T13:33:00.002+08:00

quick post before i start studying..

the year is coming to an end..

semester ending in 10 days time,
npcc ending in 10 days time.

almost half of my life ending soon.. everything just seems so OBLIVIOUS, FOREIGN, whatever..

aiyah dont care la..

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some idiots really excel in the whole BGR thing.
break then find new one. make the whole thing look damn simple. -.-
hope they die early la. useless fools.. GRRR..

2008-08-05T14:21:00.000+08:00

very disturbing video.
i laughed. HAHAHA

2008-08-02T11:03:00.002+08:00

i drew this when i was damn bored in class.

i think it is rather nice, considering it was my first attepmt at drawing a boat.

i didnt not use white ink, go figure how i did this piece.. =P

2008-08-02T08:40:00.004+08:00

studying weeks of semester3 has come to an end.

from now till 15 aug will be my study break, followed by exams then comes ATTACHMENT.

i think im really lucky to be attached to Creative Tech.
on the surface, im lucky because is got a higher monthly pay ($600/mth) than all my peers ($440 -500/mth).
going deeper, im lucky because i am exposed to a wider job scope which enables me to learn more and these things that im gonna learn are those things that i want to learn. (beneficial to the FUTURE sixinvert you see..)

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anyway..
this semester wasnt really a smooth one.
i've been extra lazy, extra inattentive for some reasons that i cant even explain.
lectures now seem boring, tutorials seem redundant.
everytime i will feel that i can pass the exams without much effort.. sighs.

maybe the book is right. im really paying more attention to modules that i have a passion for. other things will only turn me off no matter how hard i force myself to accept it.
for me, school really isnt a good place.
if only there were a school with so much flexibility that will allow you to mix and match modules according to your personal preference (kind of like macdonald's in an educational setting)

if a day like this arrives, i can foresee many more talents rising out at an earlier stage. because there will definitely be alot of people like me that will exist in the future. f they are not brought up like i was, they can easily go to the LABELED INSTITUTIONS (NA, NT, ITE, etc..) just because they have no interest in what schools are teaching.

well, doubt such a day will ever arrive.

good luck to the future generations. your education life will only get tougher and tougher as we move on we the times. *shakes head*

2008-08-02T08:26:00.002+08:00

aargh.
feel so misunderstood.

maybe they too RAW. they havent seen the world out there.
crying is not a sign of weakness. i never looked down on people who cried for the right reasons.

im really proud of those who cried plainly because they cracked under pressure.
being THAT young, i really did not expect them to take whatever shit that i was throwing at them.
it was good they they broke down, because they have been exposed to such nonsense and now they know how strong they are mentally.

as for the my bunch of leaders,
they havent understood the essence if the world out there.
maybe they are too young to understand.

sooner or later as you progress in life, that invisible shield that has been protecting you will slowly fade away, leaving you full-exposed to the threats and ugliness of the real world.
during then, it is fully up to your mental and physical strength that will pull you through the hurdles.
if such act of "torture" is being condemned, then when is it that anyone will start to learn about "mind over matter"?
i was a cadet, i know how it feels to be played around in the hands of the officers.
i can safely say that whatever i lashed out during my term was nothing compared to whatever i recieved along my npcc journey.

to all whom i have offended with my act, i offer my sincere apologies. above is my explanation for my actions.

i really hope that all of you will understand my rationale and learn the lessons that i believe will benefit any of you in your future life as an npcc cadet, student and a human being.

2008-07-26T09:27:00.002+08:00

its been a long long long long long long long long long long long time before i last posted.

i wasnt lazy. i just didnt have the mood.

so many things happened over the past week. i want to say, but im scared.

all i want to tell myself is to exercise SELF-RESTRAINT, sooner or later my rash-ness will be my downfall. SOMEONE PLEASE KEEP CHECK OF MY EMOTIONS.

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some events did happen though..
1. 散打competition on SUNDAY.
my leg was brutally injured. my worst injury yet. i admit i fought like crap because i was scared. but im happy to know that my lousy state was still challenging for him.
in the course of the fight, i wanted to quit. but i managed to keep standing up. maybe thats just me. INFALLIBLE. (thats good right?)

2. Interview @ Creative Technologies on TUESDAY
i practically limped my way there.
felt like a total idiot, wear so nice but walk like some drunkard.
luckily no attention was paid specific to my outlook, guess they were already impressed with my dressing. =)
interview was split into 2 segments
a. TEST PAPER
b. FACE-TO-FACE TALK

a. test paper was crappy. tested on my hardware and technical knowledge, grasp of english, letter writing and PROFILING
the technical part wasnt easy but loking at the other people's faces, i think i was the best. HAHAHAHA
the rest of the sections was EASY-PEASY

b. talking with the guy was perceived to be difficult.
but in the end, the WEIZI inside got the better of me. I TALKED TO HIM LIKE A FRIEND.
so he asked me lots of questions with regards to problem solving.
much to his and my surprise, i answered all of the QUITE well. (proud of you WEIZI!)

3. PRESENTATIONS
school is pretty much coming to an end. modules are ending or have otherwise ended.
in this week, ive presented THRICE.
obviously i did well in all 3. it could be due to the part of me that really cannot give a shit about my audience, therefore making it so easy to speak infront of the masses.

CADETS, IF YOU ARE READING THIS.. I EXPECT ALL OF YOU TO OVERCOME YOUR SHYNESS AND START SPEAKING UP!!

thats about it that happened during my absence.

movie date next week. anyone?

2008-07-09T23:34:00.003+08:00

HEY

goodness gracious, been so so so so so long since i last updated!

some updates:
1)competiton not on jul12 anymore. missed the weigh-in
2)enrolled into ANOTHER competition. jul20. AARGH
3)sparring with SAF guy last night. now my left leg is pretty much crippled
4)got back remaining results. overall still satisfied. my results really showed me what is "reap what you sow"
5)NPCC BBQ ended. wasnt really happy with my planning. still got more to learn i guess..
6)*IMPT* SIXINVERT taking a break. will be back online with more stuffs and better layout -.-
7)EXAMS are around the corner. im kinda looking forward to it coz i want the sem to end ASAP..

thats it for updates!

back to blogging...

im really fascinated at how our mind can manage to cheat ourselves.

sometimes this self-delusion crap is beneficial, sometimes it isnt.
it is good when:
1)athelete cheat themselves so as to push their bodies further to achieve better results
2)geniuses cheat themselves to stretch their imaginations for better and more creative ideas
3)workers cheat themselves to stay awake by telling themselves that they are not tired so as to complete the night shift

it is bad when:
1)slackers cheat themselves that they got alot of time to waste on procrastination
2)losers lie to themselves that it isnt their fault when they lose
3)assholes cheat themselves into thinking that they are well-liked

so yeah. it further proves that everything has got 2 sides. The Good as well as The Bad.

i personally like to employ this strategy when i run. i like to bluff myself and think that im not tired. it really helps to motivate me to continue running all the way until the end.

i also lie to myself alot so as to convince myself to slack. but i think it can be justified by the fact that i havent rested properly for quite some time. and i want to be carefree like how i used to be before all these project and shit weighed down on me.

however it saddens me to see how ppl like to lie to themselves, telling their mind that it is ok to fail for one reason or another. it goes to show that these ppl are useless or they really have thick-skin(no shame because they admitted they lost without even trying).

i firmly believe that if i were to be stucked somewhere, i would make the best out of it.

i've done that in CIBTC
i've done that in Area18
i've done that in school
i've done that during kickboxing
....
....
and the list can go on and on...

so yeah...
look at your predicament. no matter how shitty, just grit your teeth and move on.
the SUN will shine after the RAIN, it just takes TIME.

2008-06-29T15:01:00.002+08:00

SOMETIMES, WE REALLY NEED TO REPROACH OURSELVES FOR NOT HAVING A DECENT CHILDHOOD.

it all started when i was trying to fly a kite.

the last time i tried, i could get it up after 30 mins or so. BUT. i took 1h pus yesterday but it only went up for a while. and thanks to the idiotic old man, i had to bring the kite down to avoid entanglement. SIGHS.

then there was this family beside me. 1 phrase to describe. HOPELESS KITE-FLYERS. but their kite got up with the help of this old lady.

i was rather fascinated at how the old lady manuevered the kite, and she got it up right after a gust of wind arrived. and there i was, still thinking of why i couldnt get mine up.

then it dawned on me that, it was the VIDEO GAMES and TELEVISION that caused us to have this lack of experience in outdoor activities like kite-flying, fishing and other stuffs in that genre.

so i guess, NPCC will be my experimental batch of ppl who will go for a KITE-FLYING excursion sometime soon, during the nov/dec hols. LOLOL!!!

2008-06-25T13:10:00.003+08:00

WOOTS

IEF (International Economics and Finance)

84/100

not bad i should say. for a module and lecturer like this.
highest in my class perhaps? LOL

SOM (Service Operations Management)

52/100

aargh, actually im not particularly sad or happy.
the structure of the paper forced me to get this result. however if i was more careful with my TABULATING, i could have done better.
well.. its good as long as i dont have to repeat the module again next semester.

for the rest of the modules, i havent get the results back. but they should be quite well done la.. hahaha =)))

2008-06-16T11:07:00.002+08:00

arrgh.

its has been NPCC filled for the last few days.
FRI
Non-Residential Camp aka. NRC
SAT
After Action Review aka. AAR

luckily i got offset all these crazy weird stuffs with other things. SO HAPPY~

if i could, i really dun want to care so much.
but. seems like it is typical for WEIZI to care.
all i can say is that all of you very lucky. HAHAHAHAHA
so please LEARN MORE, DONT DISAPPOINT. =)

NRC day2 and 3 coming up.
WISH ME LUCK! IM GONNA NEED IT!

You'll always be apart of me

I'm part of you indefinitely

Girl don't you know you can't escape me

Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

And we'll linger on

Time can't erase a feeling this strong

No way you're never gonna shake me

Ooh darling cause you'll always be my my baby....

[always be my baby - David Cook (original by Mariah Carey)]

[::..this is for you..::]

2008-06-11T09:34:00.002+08:00

HOWDY!

IM BACK FROM KICKBOXING CAMP.

its the first camp i attended in NGEE ANN POLYTECHNIC.
was quite cool as the camp was DAMN SLACK. we could go anywhere during our free time unlike any other camp i attended where discipline is KEY.

actually also nothing much to talk abt except the sparring part.
i was keeping time for all the matches as there were no suitable sparring partners available for me. as i was watching the fights, i was thinking alot.

almost everyone fights like they dont know kickboxing.
it totally defeats the purpose of learning kickboxing.
anyone can brawl, its all instinct when you brawl. nothing interesting to see and ABSOLUTELY no training needed.
so then why are we working our asses of every training? if we are not going to honour the sport that we train in, then why train in the first place?
everyone can tell a muay thai fight from a taekwondo fight very easily due to the big contrast in the way of fighting. this makes every style special and unique, if everybody in this world fights like as though they were in a brawl, then there wont be K1, PRIDE or even WWE to watch.
BECAUSE IT IS NOT ENTERTAINING AS EVERYONE FIGHTS THE SAME WAY.

i hope they will slowly learn to appreciate the sport and start to fight like a kickboxer and not charge like a bull and do stupid things to disgrace the sport.

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i feel so wronged.
if i were a bastard, i wouldnt even care about your well-being at any point.
has it ever occured to you that things can happen CONCURRENTLY?
everytime you feel stressed, everyone else is feeling stress too. because EVERYONE ELSE HAS HIS/HER OWN DUTIES!
you complain that no help was rendered when you needed them. did you consider WHERE and WHAT HAPPENED to the help that you were suppose to receive?
i think i really put in alot effort in helping you, unfortunately you cant feel it.
if i didnt care, i would be laughing around with the others.
if i didnt care, you would definitely feel more shit than you had felt.
if i didnt care, you think this post will exist?!

im not exactly excited or happy to find out about your true feelings.
after finding out, it will be alot tougher to communicate as tension has already reached this level.
if you think we are incompetent, then feel free to tell us.
i have no objections in letting you do all the work. but there is one thing that i am very sure about: there will not be any breakthrough. your power have their limits, no matter what you do, things will only remain as it is because you are only capable up to that level.

look at the history.
it is already proven that doing things according to plan NEVER works out for long term success.
every step we take is experimental. the conventional method of being safe is no longer the safe approach.
OPEN YOU EYES AND SEE THE BIG PICTURE YOU MORON.

you really disappoint me though we not very close. i feel the hurt alot more than you.

2008-06-05T00:30:00.002+08:00

right. i didnt expect to be tagged for TWO quizzes. better finish before i kena one more.
thanks JIAYI and THERESA SEAH for them. =)

THERESA'S QUIZ
1. If your lover betray you, what will your reaction be?
most probably go emo-fy myself. then self-mutilation?(too extreme???)

2. If you can have a dream come true, what will it be?
UNLIMITED RESOURCES FOR THE UNLIMITED DEMANDS OF THIS WORLD

3. What will your dream wedding be like?
havent thought of it... simplicity will be the core of what ever im gonna do!

4. What is your favourite love story?
novel: i only read one. suzzane's diary to nicholas
movie: the holiday!

5. What's your ideal lover like?
whatever my current one is like!

6. Which would you go for, someone you love or someone who loves you?
im very realistic in many aspects. that person who loves me must be pretty to me at least.
if not, then i wont go for that person who loves me. neither would i go for that person i love. hmm.. wouldnt i be closing one door for someone else? we have to think deeper for this question la..

7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
my answer would have been all my life if this were asked last week or something.

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
wish her all the best, remain in contact. then sit and wait for the right moment. LOL. JUSTKIDDING!
i will just see how lor.

9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
yeah. this whole week same reason. COMMON TEST.
and also... _______________________________ =(

10. What do you want most in life?
i want to feel that i've lived life to the fullest.

11. Is being tagged fun?
NOPES. i dun like to talk to myself. and i have to do it alot when i do the quiz. -.-

12. How do you see yourself in ten years time?
rich and happy with a loving wife. should be more than enough =)

13. Are you someone who plans for rainy days?
done too much of that. even if its pouring i also not scared. HAHAHA

14. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
she is very nice, sweet and a great friend!
thats why she is MY bestest best friend in the world. =)=)=)

15.Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor.
referring to the above question.
best case is when im married AND rich.
i want to provide for my wife, dun want her to suffer.
so i guess i'll choose single and rich. at least can help the suffering people in some ways.

16. IF you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be?
it would still be dog. a bigger breed like a german shepherd?

17. What is your favourite song right now?
OUR SONG: FALL FOR YOU - SECONDHAND SERENADE

18. What kind of person do you think you are?
i think i have a mouth that thinks faster than my brain.
makes me insensitive to others sometimes. (most of the times la. hehe!)

19.What do you think of death?
its alright if it doesnt come so quickly and suddenly.

20. If there was something you could change about yourself, what would it be?
i want to have better physical attributes and better use of my creative side to generate more MONEY! =)

i was tagged by SEAH HUI JIE THERESA
i will tag the unlucky ppl later. so they need to do 2 also. =)

JIAYI's QUIZ
#1.By what age do you wish to marry?
erm.23?

#2.What do you want the most now?
for YOU to come back ASAP

#3.Who is the person you trust the most?
BESTIES

#4.Do you think you have enough confidence?
MORE THAN ENOUGH

#5.If you have a dream to come true, what will it be?
world changing superpower, like erm. ability to cool the earth down!?

#6.Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
yeps, saw it a few times alr.

#7.What is your goal for this year?
successfully generate some form of cashflow frm SIXINVERT

#8.Do you believe in eternity love?
yeps, i think so.

#9.Have you broke someone's heart that he/she tried to commit suicide?
havent been there, havent done that.

#10.What feeling do you love the most?
ADRENALINE RUSH

#11. If one day, you realise that the world is going to end, & only you can save the world, what will u do?
SAVE IT LA. then do the rest later after i finish saving. im SUPERMAN. remember?

#12.What feeling do you hate the most?
FEELING OF HUNGER AND EMPTINESS

#13.Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
I MUST and i have been doing that diligently =)

#14.What do you think is most important in ur life?
companionship!

#15.Who u do u hope to be always there with u?
my girlfriend, wife or similar people

#16.Who are your best friends?
THERESA, MARCUS, JOEHAN

#18.What will you do if your parents divorce?
CARRY ON LOR. what else?

#19.If a genie grant u 3 wishes, wat will it be?
financial literacy
creativity
intelligence

#20.What is the most important thing on earth now to you?
___ ___'s safety =)

instructions:Remove one of the qns and add in ur personal qn, make a total of 20 qn.then tagged ppl in ur list, list them out at the end of ur post.Notify them in chatbox, that he/she has been tagged.Whoever do this tagged... will receive blessing from all...

I WANT TO TAG:
SHERYLHO
the rest are invited, no need for me to spell your name right?

2008-06-03T21:02:00.002+08:00

COMMON TEST

monday.
Principles of Marketing
i started revising/studying for it at 7.30am on that day.
luckily paper start at 1.30pm so i stood a chance.
then i went school.
the paper was "like that" lor. nothing much to say.
BUT THE VENUE was like a fridge
temperature so low to freeze meat ar? crazy people.
in the end my hand numb, no choice but to write faster and get out of that place ASAP.

tuesday(today)
Accounting Application and Analysis
this one best.
i never revise at all.
venue still adequate for human-survival.
the paper also "like that"
finish liao then go eat MACS. -.-
anyways, shall not bore anyone with the details of what i did. (im not a typical blogger, i dun tell ppl what i do frm 9-5. NEED MY SPACE YOU KNOW..)

4days... damn long leh. wait until i feel like sleeping through everday. wonder what you are doing there..hmmm..

2008-06-01T22:28:00.002+08:00

BACK FROM ATC.

1 day 1 night. felt like hell as usual.
stupid kayaking. first time disembark on ROCKS.
almost died because i slipped and my face almost hit the big rock full force. LUCKY DIDNT. disfigured then i die liao.
then i exit the stupid kayak. so HARD to balance. injured my scraped shin again. now, its a DOUBLY SCRAPED SHIN. -.-

then CAMPFIRE.
seriously, this time i really HATE ants. they behave as thought i killed their queen.
first they infest my clothes.
second while im wearing the "ant-infested" clothes (i didnt realise it was infested until joehan told me..), THEY BITE ME NON-STOP.

so. throughout the campfire as I was trying emcee, i was scratching and squirming around at the same time. i think ppl might see me as having spasms. -.-"
i cant concentrate at that time = cant emcee at all
luckily suresh over there, control and lifted the crowd's spirit.

i changed thrice. Tae-Kwon-Do, Hapki-Do and Muay Thai attire.
squirmed around in the first 2, luckily the last set i changed in toilet, so i didnt kena ants. =)
CI performance:
did the clap-clap.
CLIMAX was when i smashed FLAMING PLANKS! (it wasnt hard, it was cool because it was on fire)
apparently, everyone thought that i attempted a feat. so i just played along and say how hard it was and how scary. haha. when actually it was nothing. =)

then night time. after the debrief.
2 oldies want ppl to be stationed and awake at the command post in case got emergency.
no choice, being BBSS. we just had to volunteer.
staying wide awake all the way is not easy. it gets harder when ppl go to sleep one-by-one while you are still forced to open the bloody eyes.
in the end, i also KO-ed at around 3.30am.

this morning no better.
late for PT, late for b'fast. WHY?
i was still sleeping la duh..

aiyoh. camp so boliao. dun talk abt camp alr.

at campsite, got those big dogs.
those ugly ones that always becomes strays.
2 female, 2 male and 2 kids
they say that the female gave birth only a few days ago. which i think might be possible. both females have giant nipple, full of milk i think.
the males were like human males. cold, aloof and act cool. they wouldnt allow themselves to be stroked by us.
the females however, were more friendly ance craved more attention. they keep going up to ppl wanting to be given a pat on the head.
i of course gave them some attention. but i prefer my dog at home better. CUTER AND MUCH MORE ADORABLE.

thats abt it in PULAU UBIN.
back to sleep~

p.s. today is day1. no strong cravings yet. =)

2008-05-30T20:17:00.002+08:00

WOOTS~

TODAY ATC, CANT GO. LAME IEF.

International Economics and Finance. or is it It's Easy to Fail?

tomorrow see how la. i only know i studied. cannot blame if got bad scores. LOL

im out of solitude!
cool man!!!

SO HAPPY SO HAPPY SO HAPPY SO HAPPY

now only waiting for after COMMON TESTS. then i.. HAPPIER HAPPIER HAPPIER.

=)=)=)=)

thank you (the guy up there) for this wonderful person!

2008-05-28T21:25:00.004+08:00

being a teacher so hard!

i still thought i could be tkd instructor. i think that dream can fly away already..

today i taught the kids po-eun. feel like as if im teaching some monkeys. totally cant capture their attention. felt like a total loser..

even my sec3 had to do all the scolding for me. useless me.. sighs

anyway with regards to the previous post, the person in question KNOWS WHO SHE IS. SO THE REST CAN STOP GUESSING.

2008-05-26T12:16:00.001+08:00

I ~~THINK~~ KNOW I ____ YOU!

2008-05-25T10:14:00.000+08:00

WOOTS~

i havent been blogging for dead long. dunno why also.

anyways, im here to revive the almost-dead blog.

my last post was horrendous. no entertainment value at all. so this time, i'll make this post damn entertaining! which means i will receive alot of questions... so very troublesome for me -.-

firstly, i got my 2star kayaking cert last week! damn happy because im no longer a NEWBIE kayaker. CAN DO MORE STUFFS ALREADY!

secondly, COMMON TEST timetables were out on tues. IEF clashes with ATC'08. so i have to miss out day1(friday) of ATC to mug, the next day go for test then chiong to UBIN to continue with day2's activities.
apparently, someone said im her superman when i told her im gonna do this =)

then we had networking role-play cum presentation on wednesday.
the scenario was, im an adventure trainer(which i am in REAL-LIFE) playing host to a CEO and HR manager of an IT firm to talk about planning an adventure retreat/bonding session for the staff.
to me, it was actually a no-brainer. but with the element of dining etiqutte involved, i had problems concentrating on my thought as well as my dining gestures.
it went really well and then the teacher said to me,"I expect nothing less from you Mr Yap, and you didnt disappoint. Good job!"
of course that line made my wednesday la. =)=)

on thursday, i had my last spanish lesson. i think i can proudly call myself someone who gets in touch with languages easily. Spanish was really fun though i knew nothing about it at first. In the end, I was really fluent in my thoughts and speech when teacher asked us questions and expected answers in spanish. whatever i know is basic stuffs but yeah, im still good at it =P

later in that thursday evening, i had kickboxing training. i was really happy because i did 7 or 8 consecutive double skips with my skipping rope! i was really tired yet ecstatic, so i kept jumping and jumping until i hit the 7th or 8th mark! last time, my max. was only 2 consecutive double skips. now you know why im so proud of myself. HAHAHA

on fri, the morning part wasnt so good.
my accounting tutorial was really sucky. i think i got the whole first qn wrong. if its the exams, i would have lost 25marks. means 1/4 marks gone just like that.
then during marketing, i had to group with 2 other girls. one of whom was my pri sch mate, and i know she doesnt want to talk to me as much as i dun want to talk to her. the situation was DAMN DAMN awkward. but luckily, we both managed to exchange like...3 sentences?!

then in the afternoon, there was NPCC. i seriously think that im addicted to it.
i like going for NPCC, i like to see my cadets. no matter how time wasting it is, i still like it.
im wondering what might happen if i didnt choose to be a CI then.. hmmmm.

yeah back to the topic, i spent more than half the day clearing out the room. having to share a room with other UGs sucks. we get complains if the room was too messy. then we get complains if we were taking up other people's space. it also sucks when other people's stuffs are mixed with your own and you dunno which belongs to who.

in the end, i managed to clear up our mess with the help of my 3 helpful minions, so now its quite clean and neat. POWER OF THE LOGISTICS KID. LOLOL

after npcc, i went out with the craziest girl in my life. she laughs at practically everything. and she makes jokes about passers-by. the jokes were lame though, so i didnt laugh till i got stomach cramps.=)
then the fun part comes, i had durian with her! lol.
in my memories, the only females i had durian with was my mum, sis and aunt.
so she should be honoured to be my first girl-friend who had durian with me. LOLOL
so i shall name her #1duriangirl!
btw. #1durian girl left for taman negara for a camp yesterday.

yesterday, was HELL.
we had to go UBIN to recee for the ATC.
initial plan was to rent bikes and cycle to the various checkpoints and locations.
in the end, we walked.

needless to say, i perspired like a pig. seriously hoped that i didnt lose anymore weight. because im gonna DROP WEIGHT CATEGORY if i lose more weight!
ANYWAY, there was another area having their ATC yesterday. and truth be told, THEY SUCK.
first there was this hostile femaleCI, i bet $100 she thinks that joy is spelt as F-U-C-K-O-F-F. coz thats what her face was showing throughout the day.
if she carried that fuckface to the cadets, i wouldnt be surprised coz alot of CIs do that. BUT this bitch even showed that fuckingface to us, and she complemented it with a fucktone.
so she is known as what a typical person might say, FULL-FLEDGED-FUCKER.
she think she damn superior, wait till she sees BBSS CIs at work. put her and her WHOLE area to shame.

well, that was my week. full of ups and downs. but i quite like the good things that happened this week. =)=)=)

2008-05-18T17:39:00.000+08:00

"wise man says, only fools rush in" - cant help falling in love with you by a*teens

so yeah, everything is alr established. im so tired that i fell sick.
but now ppl are either being skeptical or they telling me that there are better alternatives.

i know of the better alternatives, but im taking in slowly. i cant afford to rush into everything that the world define as 'good' right?

so yeah. i will believe doing things the e-myth way. slowly build the system and the work.

RULE #1 The business is the product. Your product is not your business!

so yeah. it means that treat your business as the thing that you are selling, (ie. franchise) the product is only part of the system. so focus on the system rather than the thing you sell!

anyways. i believe I CAN DO IT!! =)

2008-05-17T00:00:00.000+08:00

hey ya!

this week had been rather hectic and troublesome.

i screwed up alot of things. though its all settled, it kinda feels bad to be the "screwer" who screws up everything.

this week's training was quite sick la. kena 1 sicko blue-black. its as big as my 1.5 palm. believe me, its DAMN GROSS!!!

then kena one more on thurs, now both legs even alr. but lucky it doesnt hurt that much or else i wouldnt even know how to limp!

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now the hallucinating feeling come back again.
feels good but i know how the pinch might feel, so i dunno whether i should go all out to finish that hallucination or just let it pass like the previous others.. =(
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finally things are going underway!
visit http://sixinvert.blogspot.com/ and spread it around especially to UG members or camping/hiking lovers!

do leave your comments, coz im not as creative as a designer, so i dunno what appeals to others and what doesnt !

2008-05-09T15:16:00.000+08:00

BAHHH~!!!

so tired these few days. finally its the weekends so i can rest more!

and so it happened again, 1 came and left. as all good economists will say, history always repeats itself.

ANYWAYS...
TOMORROW IS KAYAKING DAY!
finally i can go for my star2 course. i can really imagine the sun and the wind la!!

till tmr!!

2008-05-07T15:42:00.000+08:00

AHHHH!!!

i signed up for the kickboxing competitions!
FINALLY, a chance to spread the name of my KOREAN COACHES!
i really hope i can win something and do them proud because they spent alot of efforts teaching me and its way overdue for me to reciprocate their kindness and patience. =)=)=)

from the next session on, it is clear that training will be alot tougher. lots more running, lots more pushups and everything. (ihatepushups) oh yah. theres still extra trainings on sundays at KALLANG. means that i will be introduced to ANOTHER style of martial arts: SAN CHEEN DO. (i also dunno what is that)
really hope that the training administered will work la. i really have to improve on my physicals to be recognised as a contender for the GOLD medal in the ALL STYLES MARTIAL ARTS CHAMPIONSHIP!!

this time i will most likely be categorised in the 75-80kg weight category, which means that i will either be fighting super muscular guys or super fat ones. either ways, it spells nothing but trouble for me because im not STRONG nor FAST enough to even hurt them. HAHAHAHA!!!

anw. comp is in sept. prepare because i will DEFINITELY need supporters!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!

2008-05-01T21:18:00.000+08:00

AARGH!

would a child prefer new toy every few days but cant keep or would he prefer to get a toy once in a while and be able to keep it?

im having a dillema. its fun meeting new girls every now and then, but what will it feel like if im bounded by one?

sometimes, i'd rather i have a girlfriend and not meet new girls so often.

i guess its give and take la.

the person up there likes to intro new girls to me.. but he dont want me to go steady with any of them.. so i guess that the person up there has prepared something bigger and better for me in the future. =)

let me find that gift you wanna give me!

2008-04-28T20:14:00.000+08:00

GUESS WHAT! OIL IS NOW $120 PER BARREL!

even the most idiotic person in the world must have realised that the price of everything is going up. but has anyone thought of why it happened?

i took the liberty to think for everyone else. and i tried to name items which had the prices increased in chronological order.

1. Oil
2. Wheat
3. Everything else.

no economist in the world will ever agree with me. but who cares. im just typing all these to make myself feel better.
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why did oil prices rise?
the first reason i can think of is the OSAMA
the second reason i can think of is GEORGE W. BUSH
the third reason i can think of is SADDAM HUSSEIN

Osama is the person who inspired all the terrorists attacks after 9/11 in my opinion.
he claimed that he is waging the HOLY WAR but it seems that his ideas of making this world a better place have taken a wrong turn.
everything is so messed up in today's world. including his dearest country AFGHANISTAN. where is he now?
why havent he surfaced to tell us that this is what his god wanted?
did he realise he made a mistake? if yes then i really hope everyone who was influenced by him to wake up from that beautiful dream that he bestowed on u and look at the world now.

this isnt god doing his work, its humans tearing each other's life apart.

George W. Bush is going to step down soon. and i really hope soon will arrive sooner. i seriously feel that he hasnt been doing his job well.
why did he wage war with IRAQ?
why did he have to be such a busybody? THERE WAS NO WEAPON OF MASS DESTRUCTION TO BEGIN WITH OK..

if only he hadnt piss anyone off with his weird policies, we wouldnt have crazy ppl trying to bomb themselves together with the oil pipes, hotels and what not.
now i feel that whatever that is happening in this world is the result of the IRAQ war.
though i dont know what might happen if the war wasnt waged but i know that the war is a mistake.

SADDAM HUSSEIN IS STUPID. why did he retaliate? just apologise and convince everyone that IRAQ IS INNOCENT!
now things turn out like that is whose fault. really no brains. PLEASE CONSIDER WHAT IS AT STAKE BEFORE MAKING IDIOTIC DECISIONS. who cares, he's dead anyway.

this 3 men fueled the conflict, brought it up a notch and a notch. now become this pile of shit that we see in the news. *sighs*

so now. OIL price increase lead to everything that requires crude oil to increase price. since all factories require energy and just nice energy requires crude oil, all our necessities increase in prices. this is like a snowball... problem gets bigger and bigger..

dun worry. wheat prices and rice prices have nothing to do with oil. so yeah. talk abt those 2 another day then.

"The prices are high due to the fact of the recession in the United Sattes and the economic crisis which has touched several countries, a situation which has an effect on the devaluation of the dollar, and therefore each time the dollar falls one percent, the price of the barrel rises by $4, and of course vice versa," - OPEC President Chakib Khelil

2008-04-25T18:38:00.000+08:00

WAH~ STRESS... =)

i've been committing myself to the npkfc trainings. TIRING!

this whole week, i havent reached home early once yet. the earliest is 1930h. does not make my time worth it at times.
i cant finish my tutorials, cant catch up with my friends and i cant get enough sleep!!

lets just hope for the best!

JJC had their second match against TJC.

it was obviously a better match than the first but there is alot of room available for improvement!
my best friend didnt really disappoint me, she looked alot more motivated in this match and im really proud of her.

i hope that jjc will do well for the match tmr against VJC.
to theresa: please dun stress yourself out, you are really good at what you do! i will always support you!!!

2008-04-20T11:19:00.000+08:00

i give up! i give up!

please stop torturing me with all the unreachable wants.

if only everything could be solved by money. but if everything can be solved so easily, it wouldnt be challenging anymore. and i might not treasure it in the end. =(

but i cant understand why nothing ever goes right for me. maybe im really do everything the right way, its time to deviate. more alcohol i presume =)

seriously though, when will be time when i can stop being typing posts with I and start using WE? aargh. this is so depressing.

2008-04-16T21:29:00.000+08:00

INAUGURAL 'A' DIVISION WOMEN SOCCER LEAGUE 2008 FIXTURE 2 JURONG JUNIOR COLLGE VS MERIDIAN JUNIOR COLLEGE

who would have thought women soccer would get a league of their own? but in today's ever changing society, women are playing a more and more important role in this revolution.

back to the subject, i witnessed a clash between 2 teams of similar standards. it was quite interesting because there is a definite difference between how guys and girls play the same game.

girls would keep shouting and encouraging their team mates as the game progresses but guy wont do that. thats that main difference and the thing that sets the 2 gender apart.

moving on to the match proper,

in the first 25mins, JJC was the fiercer team amongst the 2. they pressured the opposition countless times with many good attacks. however, the good build-ups werent complemented with good finishings.

after the 25mins, JJC were clearly losing steam probably from the heat of the sun. the players looked less motivated in their facial and physical expression. they looked very tired and were slow in reacting to MJC's attacks. their coach was clearly losing his mind when his team was performing that way.

*MJC's keeper was screaming throughout. i wonder if her team was listening..*

MJC's centre-midfield no.17(crystal i think) was doing quite well for her team during this time as she made good dribbles into the opposition area but the JJC defence always manage to take the ball away only at the last minute. =(

at half-time, the score was still 0-0. both teams had their chance to shine and they did.

at the beginning of the 2nd half, MJC was still in control with several strikes but the JJC goalkeeper was really hard to beat, she saved almost every ball cleanly except for 1 ball which slipped in between her legs.

then after a series of injuries from both sides, 2 frm JJC and 1 frm MJC. the match continued in JJC's favour.before the second injury on JJC's side, there was a near goal which could have been the deciding goal for the game but sadly the ball bounced off the goalpost and was cleared by the defence. the situation was chaotic as it looked like there were around 15ppl in front of the goalpost to score and clear the ball.

in the last 20mins, JJC puts on the pressure and created several chances. JJC no.6(theresa seah) was on the recieving end for most of the bulidups. she had 1 or 2 good chance but sadly, she failed to convert them into goals as well. =(

in the end, the game ended with a 0-0 draw. though there werent any goals, it was quite entertaining to see how the girls were fighting against their fatigue and trying to encourage one another with all the mindless shouting and scoldings.

if any of you know of any other 'A' division matches, do go and see. you might learn something from it!!!

till the next match, see you!

2008-04-14T23:01:00.000+08:00

its really nice to feel appreciated!!!

this is the appreciation board the sec3 squad made for me.

kinda simple. but its sweet!

lets hope they grow to become better than me la.. HAHAHA=)

THANKS DARLING SEC3s!

2008-04-13T12:58:00.000+08:00

yesterday was the npcc annual parade.

i helped out in the logistics section.

helping out 1 day in the logistics section is alot better than my 1 day in gym.. LOL

i carried stuffs up and down for the whole day la. and it was so damn tiring..

had an area18 dinner with all some of them after the parade, quite interesting coz we seldom get to meet but we still enjoy each other's company.

*** malcom loke. i remember your name. if i meet u again, i will not give u face at all.

2008-04-10T23:01:00.000+08:00

arrgghh!!

these few days so tiring until i didnt even feel like updating...

over these few days, i experience MANY things!!

i went to help NPCC do some bimbo job(as described by ms chew). it was really bimbotic maybe because it was too simple? (whats the definition for bimbo anyway!?)

then i went to take photos the following day!
photography is a really interesting subject, too bad im not fated to learn it in school. but its really ok since there are BOOKS available in the library to learn from. =)

but the main thing that is troubling me now is that I HAVE TO FIND HELPERS FROM A POOL OF PPL I DUN EVEN MINGLE WITH.
lets just hope that all things turn out fine and nothing goes wrong with my workload on saturday!!
i only agreed to help out, didnt agree to look for helpers at all.. dunno why he asked me to do it in the first place. maybe i should clarify next time ..

anyway... school is starting next monday. i seriously have no idea why im in the same class as her AGAIN. 3 semesters straight already..
please dun let it happen again next sem. i will not take coincidence as an excuse!

2008-04-05T18:01:00.000+08:00

one of my teachers smashing marbles.

totally owned my roof tiles. HAHAHAHAHA =)

2008-04-04T23:12:00.000+08:00

it seems my point has been proven again.

no one will ever think that weizi is human and that whatever he says has no value and is not worth thinking about.

when will be the day when someone can really take me seriously?

if im a joke, then tell me. i'll kill u for sure..

whats wrong? did i portray the wrong image? is weizi not a person?

to those who never took me seriously, u can seriously fuck off from the face of this world. everyday you say things like you want to live life for god and do things in his favour. ITS BULLSHIT.
it is because of ppl like you who smear the good name of christianity and cause the increasing numbers of non-believers in the world.

one day, i will look back upon this day and laugh at those who didnt take me seriously. i promise.

2008-04-03T21:10:00.000+08:00

no one understands the rationale for certain things until they are in that shit themselves.

for a long time, the problem of communication between levels existed.. and no matter what my predecessors did, the problem could never be fixed.

i devised a system, hopefully things will change once i implemented the system.

but then again, who will ever take weizi's words seriously?

food for thought..

2008-04-02T21:46:00.000+08:00

dudes!

im sick of my blogskin..

recommendations perhaps ?

2008-03-31T22:32:00.000+08:00

sometimes i really dunno what everyone is thinking...

all this while, we are obsessed with making money. therefore turning to options of either working part-time, opening a blog shop or start a business...

i am one of those caught in this vicious cycle.. but if anyone has a chance to visit korea, you will be surprised that everyone is an owner of a business. and when everyone is an owner, there are no more consumers..

it really irks me when i see ppl turning to start a business when they dont want to work. they dont understand that they will upset the balance with their lousy business causing hurt to those ppl who really studied and researched to make their business possible... =(

to know business, one must be in the business. plain visualising wont get you anywhere alright!?!

2008-03-30T18:02:00.000+08:00

NEW BAG~ WHEE!!!

woots i got a new bag. ADDIDAS!!!

freakin nice la. but seems too small for me. maybe im really too big and bulky.. =(

i really feel that its very easy for me to 失眠... freakin couldnt sleep until 5am la. and i had to wake up at 9am?!?!

LAN shops here are known as PC 방(b-ang). they are air-conditioned, they have comfortable seats.. BUT SMOKING IS ALLOWED!! WTF!?!?!

2008-03-29T08:00:00.000+08:00

TWO MOVIES. TWO SHOTS OF ENJOYMENT.

today i watched 2 movies. 10,000BC and The Bucket List

im quite happy i watched these 2 shows because they are really very INTERESTING.

initially i wasnt keen to watch 10,000BC at all because of some online critics who said that the movies sucked. but im quite happy that it didnt disappoint.

the bucket list is a movie that i feel that all of us should watch. It shows us that time waits for no man and pose a question to all of us; do u want to regret on your deathbed?

i really learnt alot today from these movies. theres still step up2 and vantage point waiting for me to watch them .. HAHAHAHA

gonna have a farewell celebration with my friends later in the evening!!! =)

2008-03-24T09:39:00.001+08:00

WEIZI WEIZI WEIZI WEIZI WEIZI WEIZI WEIZI WEIZI WEIZI WEIZI WEIZI WEIZI

im in korea for like 10 days already. YAWNS.

these few days i've been training real hard to manage NPKFC. they really suck and i dun want to suck like them. =)

my teacher here is damn nice. he is damn good at what he teaches and he is also very patient. how i wish he can have a club in singapore and i will be the FIRST to sign up for the class.. LOL.

anyways, IM IN TB07 thanks to joehan who changed it last minute.

now i dunno what to choose for my IS classes. I'VE GOT TOO MANY CHOICES!!

i shortlisted some of which i would like to choose:

Basic Spanish
Insight into China
Intercultural Communications
Self Discovery in Popular Cults
Understanding Relationships

I know all sounds cool and stuff, but these modules are graded!!! I can choose 2, so suggestions are very welcomed!!

being out of the country for so long once in a while is really good, coz it makes ppl miss their home and not take it for granted. =)

2008-03-16T16:39:00.000+08:00

KOREA AGAIN~!!!

HEY ALL.

WEIZI IS NOW IN KOREA.

ONLINE FROM 10AM to 5.30PM DAILY EXCEPT WEEKENDS.

SORRY FOR THE INCONVENIENCE CAUSED.

2008-03-12T11:45:00.000+08:00

how can some ppl be so proud of themselves though they are so crappy? weirdos.

today i went to PULAU UBIN for some NPCC thing.

DAMN TIRING LA!

we walked around the island like some kids, completing certain tasks and all..

i always thought im not cut out to be a CADET INSPECTOR. but reality proves that im MORE THAN ABLE to be one.

CIs i saw today are really a disappointment.

they slack through the CI course

they slack through today's course

they are so FRIGHTENED of being embarrassed

they arent a role model like they should be.

HOW THE FUCK U SCOLD UR CADETS WHEN U OUGHT TO BE SCOLDED YOURSELVES?FUCKING LAME CIs. GO FUCK YOUSELF LA. MIGHT AS WELL RESIGN FROM YOUR POST.

it has been quite a while since i used vulgarities in my posts. hehe=)

2008-03-10T19:22:00.001+08:00

PHEW. PASSED ANOTHER CAMP IN ONE PIECE.. =)

HEY ALL!

the MARCH ORIENTATION CAMP '08 is over!

freakin shagged from this camp, slept too little alr. being a CI is really tough. LOL.

finally my sec3 squad has promoted to become the leaders of the unit. hopefully they can live up to expectations and grow into thinking and matured adults.

this camp caused me to be tired in my mind and body. i was scolded for the first time by a fellow UG leader doubt i'll ever forget it.

the newest WEIZI record to be broken: Longest Sleep Time --- 13hrs! (09/03/08) 1730h -(10/03/08) 0630h

2008-03-05T14:19:00.000+08:00

HEYHEY!

NEW SKIN - ROCKY III

look at CLUBBER LANG. i think he is the scariest boxer in the ROCKY SERIES.
if u watched the show, he punched every opponent like a madman even if they fell to the ground.
the way he criticise and scrutinize his opponents is S-C-A-R-Y!

he depicts the role of FEAR in our lives.
the element of fear always tell us not to do stuff for many different reasons.

IF.. Rocky hadnt been played down by his words, he would have kept his title in his first match against him.
Similarly, if we arent detered by the fear within us to do certain things we will definitely be better off than we are today.

HAHAHAHA=)

ROCKY BALBOA: "It ain't over till it's over."

2008-02-29T11:03:00.000+08:00

i think i know whats my problem.

im too empathetic towards strangers.

my parents and ppl around me expects me to show more empathy towards my siblings and less empathy towards my peers.

thats how the normal world is. no one treats their friends better than they treat their family members right?

BUTBUTBUT. im always an exception, i dunno why but it just seems like i like to be different in every single way. good or bad, u decide.

if everyone were to step into the other party's shoes, wouldnt that make everyone like me? its that simple.

human are becoming robots who only knows 3 things; money, money and money.
so actually the robot thats gonna invade us in the future is ourselves.

for the love of money, i can see that everyone will be working all their asses off with hope to earn every single penny in the world.
if this goes on, ppl will become more selfish and the words like sharing, caring, empathy, honesty will disappear from our dictionaries.

so why not be more sensitive to others, dont take every opportunity to "kill" anyone even if its the person u hate most.

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if the world isnt fair, its because the humans arent fair.
to make the world fair, start being fair yourself.
dont pass on unfair experiences to your juniors thinking that they deserve it.

changing your mindset to be a fair person will make u a:
1. better leader
2. better friend
3. better colleague
4. better superior
5. better boss

think about it. there are somethings in life that SHOULD NEVER be passed on.

2008-02-26T23:09:00.000+08:00

NEW FOUND PILLAR TO LEAN ON.

THERESA SEAH! I MISS U SO DAMN MUCH! CAN U PLEASE BE AVAILABLE SO THAT I CAN DATE YOU!? =)=)=)

this weekend was PHEW!

bbssnpcc guys had their prelims on SAT
3 guys went escape theme park(?!?!) on SUN

i havent felt that nervous until sat. i literally couldnt sit still and was pacing up and down before the guys had their prelims. that feeling was long forgotten, i cant really remember the last time i felt that way..

then sunday was really a cool day. 3 guys went to escape theme park. its a place where no one considers as a place to hang out.
though many thrill rides were unavailable, i think i had fun. -.^

i almost flew out of my seat frm the pirate's ship. IT REALLY SWUNG DAMN HIGH CAN?!
and i saw alot of gangsters there too. [sounds like a visit to the zoo yeah?]

hols is turning out to be very slow and boring..
now im totally dependent on games to make time pass.. HOW FUN... -.-'''

2008-02-21T23:48:00.000+08:00

be the face of the crowd or be the face in the crowd

today i gave LIFE. i gave the gift of blood. =)

im actually quite proud of myself because the NEEDLES were intimidating me. HAHAHAHA!!!

BUT I OVERCAME ALL OF THOSE FREAKIN SHIT!

then i went about to start off with my LONG AWAITED business venture. I felt like an ass when i had to lie in order to get a possible SUPPLIER's tel. no.

all of those whom i asked were either damn clever today or my intentions were really that clear.. NONE OF THEM GAVE ME THE SUPPLIER'S NO.!!! i was damn sian diao can.. -.-

haha. first times are always difficult. im glad i took the first step towards success. i just have to persevere and hopefully gain something out of it!

WEIZI=)

2008-02-18T21:01:00.000+08:00

ETIQUTTE VERY IMPORTANT AS TIME GOES BY...

finally able to take a breather and come out of hiatus =)

i've completed 3 out of 4 examinations. of the 3 exams, im only confident of the 1st one.

but who cares...

anyways... once exam is over, im gonna start giving!

first im gonna give the gift of life.. BLOOD! ---im actually quite excited to donate blood because i havent tried it before. =)

then im gonna give myself a chance!

alot of things scheduled on the 21st feb. TOTALLY EXCITED!

till 21st feb. goodbye!

WEIZI =)

2008-01-26T10:14:00.000+08:00

SixInverT

i guess i have to retire from blogging for a while.

its so pointless to blog when i clearly know that im the only one who reads my own blog.

whatthefuck.

so now i declare that ludicruos.blogspot.com is on hiatus(copied frm clive).

new book reccomendation: Think and Grow Rich by Napoleon Hill

2008-01-19T14:20:00.000+08:00

WOOT WOOT WOOT~!!!

EXAMS ARE COMINGG!!

this semester no MIEC though.. there isnt a confirmed A this time.. HAHAHA.. BUT WHO CARES!

WEIZI IS SO SO SO SO GOING TO GET GPA 3.3 THIS TIME!!!!

IMPORVEMENT FROM LAST SEM'S 3.2.. HAHAHAHAHAHA

WISH ME LUCK DUDES/DUDDETTES!!!

u totally screwed me upside down...

2008-01-17T16:05:00.000+08:00

DREAM A LITTLE DREAM OF YOUR DREAMS!

everyone has a mulit-million dollar dream. but is there anyone who really thought about how to attain that dream?

i dream of having a monthly cashflow of $100,000. but i know that it will never come true if i dun start somewhere.

SO...

i am dead sure that after april, i will come back with my first business attempt. no matter if it fails or succeed, i know i've tried. =)=)=)

to all others, many of our dreams require us to take risk that we nv think we can afford to take.
in my case, i have to risk losing my money as well as my parent's.

so come on! all these risk means nothing, why settle for a predictable life when u have a choice not to?

many of us prefer our other half to be unpredictable so that they can bring us unexpected enjoyment, why not think of your life as your spouse and give it some unexpected surprises!

2008-01-16T22:44:00.000+08:00

if there are things that you feel i should know.. I REALLY SHOULD KNOW!

being kept in the dark, guessing my way through life isnt really the way i planned to live life.

it is one of the most horrible way to live, every second of your life you are guessing and suspecting something that isnt worth suspecting/guessing if the other party would just SPEAK UP AND BE HONEST.

when will HUMANS stop playing this guessing game, several things in life dont have to stay hidden but they always are.. WEIRDOS..

think ppl.. think...

disappointment is what i feel when i think of you

2008-01-13T18:04:00.000+08:00

.WEEKENDS.

other than studying, television and PSP, i havent really done anything..

i very lazy to go out now leh. go out then got rain, crowds and everything else to deter me. HAHA=)

i want to eat BUFFET(ANY STYLE)!

anyone game for it??

2008-01-13T15:20:00.000+08:00

CCA SHOWCASE

the showcase was successful in a sense..
sec3s did a FAIRLY good job. though the proposal was quite crappy, the event turned out pretty well..

i hope i managed to convince the sec1s to join us in the npcc family! i dun understand why did the npcc predecessors have to form a stereotype that npcc is a very rigid and boring cca.. makes my life so sian..

BUT THINGS HAVE CHANGED!

im a CI, i call the shots! i made changes to make life better! why wont anyone believe me!?!?

hmm i hope i can pull off a great and fun training for the sec1s, i really want them to benefit the way i did. =)=)

anyways.. the UG movement in bbss still have a long way to go before we acheive the goal as set by the MOE(CCA Branch). hopefully the few ccas who are "up there" can really take a look at the predicament of the UG in BBSS and cooperate with us.

FELLOW UG LEADERS PLS SUPPORT ME!!!

2008-01-12T11:03:00.000+08:00

people really do mature.. at least i did!

last time i was really distracted from everything, coz i was always lost in my thoughts about things.

now, even though im still thinking about things. i've become more focused in my work and interests.

im very happy i managed to do that or else im gonna fail terribly in my results and my life..

i still love you!

2008-01-07T20:21:00.000+08:00

fail and ye shall succeed

above is another phrase that i just came up with to comfort myself.

things are not moving as smoothly as i thought. just as i thought my grades might be going up, it plunged yet again.

i dun understand why i cant do math-related stuff, maybe im not supposed to be logical.
the distinctions i got frm O level mathematics came about because i just memorise everything blindly...

POA ar POA.. how on earth can i understand you thoroughly? can u make urself simpler and less complicated so that i can score well with you?

MY NOSE IS STILL BLOCKED. BLOCKED LIKE A CHOKED SINK.. I CAN BREATHE!!!!

2008-01-05T00:16:00.000+08:00

SOMEONE JUST DELIVER ME FROM ALL THESE TORMENT!

BMGT - shoot it
BCA - rape it
BLAW - beat it
MAEC - crush it
LMS - smash it
IAC - kill it

ALL THE PROJECTS ARE WEIGHING ME DOWN!!

i think its gonna be hard to maintain my 1.8m height and also my 3.2 GPA..

wish me luck fellas!

WEIZI
might be his last words.. =(

2008-01-04T00:10:00.000+08:00

IT HAS ALWAYS BEEN ME, ME AND MORE ME!

NEVER WILL THERE BE A DAY WHERE US OR WE EXIST!

2008-01-01T04:29:00.000+08:00

as we embrace 2008, lets evaluate 2007!

i would like to reflect back on this year and see what i had or had not done.

thanks for:

1) the meaningful trip to korea: where i had a whole new experience with people and its culture

2) fantastic O level results: though i chose ngee ann, it felt great to see that i was eligible for so so so many different courses which also includes JC.. =)

3) kickboxing: i wouldnt know that there are actually more styles in the world then the ones that i've been exposed to!

4) school: i hate working, that explains why school is great!

5) all the new friends made this year!

6) NPCC Cadet Inspector's Basic Training Course: opened my perspective about alot of things in life..hehe~

7) Uniformed Group's Youth Leader Conference: got to talk to minister leh.. not bad =)

8) my new additions to my inventory: PSP, BAGS, SHOES, CLOTHES, PANTS, WATCH.. and the list goes on..

9) FAMILY

10) FRIENDS: ALL OF THOSE THAT I ENJOY TALKING TO! (you know who you are.. so obvious..)

next up! things i regret doing..

1) PROCRASTINATING: the no1 thing that i cannot change.. because of that i missed PLENTY of chances to change the way i am.. SOMEONE PLEASE DELIVER ME FROM PROCRASTINATION!!!

*as procrastination is the cause of all my regrets, i think the list should be non-exhastive..*

for the year 2008:

1) i want to fufil my birthday wish!

2) i want to have a better vision/foresight of the future

3) i want to fill up that emptiness inside of me.. there is just something i lack in my life. i alr have money, friends, activities.. but there is just something.. SOMETHING...

4) i want someone to stop me frm procrastinating.. VERY IMPT!

5) i want to make more friends!!

6) i want to bring BBSSNPCC up to GOLD UNIT STANDARD! (only on the personal development part.. :X)

that seems to be my new year wishes. most of which depends on myself.

hopefully im motivated enough to fufil all of them!

2007-12-25T17:58:00.000+08:00

Christmas EVE

the 5 bachelors had a grand feast at MARCUS's house.

it was somewhat like a HOGWARTS feast coz we had damn alot of food!!
the best part was that.. the food was prepared by oursleves!

after the feast, i had my first encounter with sparkling wine. it was non-alcoholic so i drank it without any worries. its was DAMN DAMN SOUR!!!

at 2310h, we decided to go down to orchard to countdown.

i have to admit i was quite excited as it was my first time counting down in orchard.

the footpath was really crowded and filled with alot alot alot alot of bangladeshi workers. they really showed the singaporeans that all of them does MANUAL labour. why do i say so? THEY WERE PUSHING SO DAMN HARD AND SINGAPOREANS DIDNT EVEN HAVE THE CHANCE TO PUSH BACK!!!

lots of those ppl rubbed their sweaty self against me and i stunk. haha=)

saw quite a few women bring escorted out by the police coz they were either injured or fainted.

there were a few times when i almost fell but managed to regain my balance but in the end i fell after stepping on a fallen barrier. during that time, i was afraid of having my ankle crushed by the people and also to be caught in a stampede with so many foriegn workers pushing around.

im alright in the end la.. DUH -.-

there was this white man who was bullied by a group of sec1/2 kids. he was pushed around by them, his face was filled with foam by the spray can, was pointed middle finger and all the atrocious stuff.
it really angered me to see how kids can bully a foriegner in this manner.. what angered me more was that the white man didnt retaliate! instead, he just smiled and talked to them nicely.

WHAT IS THIS WORLD COMING TO?!?!

2007-12-25T17:45:00.000+08:00

LOVE (BGR) - a profoundly tender, passionate affection for another person.

i feel that it isnt a very good definition but its the closest to what i think.

some people want it, some people have it
some people spend their whole life looking for it, while some people seem to find it when they lose it.
some people feel its important, some people treat it as a game

love is really quite wonderful yet at the same time it can be dreadful.

as it gets tougher and tougher for some people to find it, they start to undermine love.
they start treating it as a game where 2 parties get together, have fun and then go in their seperate ways.

maybe MARS and VENUS must come out and really have a good talk with each other to reinvent the meaning of LOVE as it is quite screwed in a sense.. =)

2007-12-20T10:19:00.000+08:00

today's topic will be about TERM holidays and SEMESTER holidays.

Term holiday are usually not holidays becasue we are either rushing for projects or catching up with schoolwork.

back in sec school, our teacher will keep making us go back for supplementary lessons and give us tons of work. now in poly, we have to finish up projects that will be due when school reopens. so if anyone really think about it, TERM breaks actually means no break for alot of people.

Semester holidays are real holidays where one can really sit and do nothing. however, it only applies to people whom are not having syllabuses that span from 1 academic year to the other (eg. sec1 to sec2, sec3 to sec4) because their semester break is also not really a break, still have to catch up with schoolworks, tuition and blah...

in poly, a 2mth semester break may sound cool but its too damn long. ppl might say that "its a good time to work and earn money!!" but no one actually realises that working limits the time u can spend with your friends, it also limits your freedom to do anything you want.

At our age, i think work should be a leisure activity because in our 80+ year lifetime, 1 can study maximum up to 25 years old and the rest of the time will be spent on working. WHY ARE PPL IN A RUSH TO TORTURE THEMSELVES??? ppl really do the weirdest things.

semester holidays might be long but their length might be beneficial to some too. for ppl like me who have so many commitments to handle, we can slowly finish up our work 1 after another with no pressure!!

long holidays could also mean a period for a breakthrough, ppl can use this time to think about their future, or develop an idea they have been thinking of for a freaking long time.

benefits of holidays are boundless but the question is, how are you going to harness all of them?? =)

2007-12-13T19:27:00.000+08:00

i cant rid that weird feeling that is weighing me down.

why do opposites exist?

to make things worst. why must opposites ATTRACT?

if there were only plus and no minus, then the world will be in adundance right?

if there were only happiness and no sufferings, wouldnt that make life better?

all these questions seems to have no answers. maybe it is too profound.

im starting to get really emotional these few days or weeks. i need something that i can rely on, a safety net of some sort, i just want to have the "free-fall" feeling where everything dun matter except the falling motion.

i miss all my friends, i really do..

2007-12-11T18:53:00.000+08:00

HOPES FOR NO PRECIPITATION. WRONG!!! HOPE FOR SUNSHINE. DEFINITELY RIGHT!!!

a simple theory and i cleanly forgotten.. so much for spreading the power of thoughts..

last paper tomorrow and i'll be freee!!! WOOTSSS!

to all who reads this: PLEASE PLEASE HOPE FOR THE SUN FOR THE NEXT 2 DAYS!!! i'll explain the why plus the theory behind it when i have the chance.. :)

warmth and heat from the sun is crucial. i need to perspire.*not only me. i think all of us wish for some heat and light in the monsoon season..*

blaw tmr. mug hard to enjoy!

2007-12-09T20:35:00.000+08:00

im thinking alot now.

to be or not to be, that is the question - Shakespeare

so should i do ? someone enlighten me!

2007-12-09T18:18:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!

happy 17th bday to MYSELF!

i recieved several gifts of which 90% are in the form of RED PACKETS =)=) but not to worry, im looking forward to the gifts from my dear FRIENDS. HAHAHAHAHA!!!

HOWEVER..

for every high, there is a low. TMR IS COMMON TEST!!! freaking sian diao. coz i really cant get into studying gear. seems like i already know the things im studying.. LOLOL

well i just need to tahan for 3 more days. think i can pull it off beautifully and be one of the top few in class ;p

GOOD LUCK AGAIN!

2007-12-07T21:14:00.000+08:00

BRACES-LESS!!! INSTANT GRATIFICATION!

yes! after 1yr11mths. my teeth has its armour removed!

its not really that good. coz it feels weird. in any case, the metal strip had been part of me for quite some time alr, thats why it feels weird as if i lost a part of me. HAHA =)

the removal was terrible, the equipments mobilised were loud, screechy and delivers alot of PAIN.. i will nv forget that experience. hopefully, dun have to go through it once more.

after the weekends will be the CTs, and after CTs will be hols w/ tons of project. luckily i already have some recreations planned out for myself! hahahaha =)

GOOD LUCK WEIZI!!!