Wednesday, April 01, 2009
hey guys, ghosts and whichever stalkers still looking at my blog,
just some updates about my life since my last post (in no chronological order):
1. got a girlfriend
2. ended year 2 alr.. GPA 3.10
3. i'm going for 6mth attachment in the august semester, dunno posted to where yet
4. owe ngee ann library a fine that doesnt belong to me (now kena warning letter somemore)
5. joined Energie Group as a Product Specialist aka. salesman
6. until now, i've worked for 16days and got "Top Sales" among my batch consistently
7. played "Cashflow" with some adults and learned alot (still sad for not getting the free pass..)
8. ended march camp '09.. dont know whether to be happy or sad..
to the sec4s who still might see my blog:
actually i feel really happy to be your CI even though all of you grew up to turn your back against me. (bunch of traitors!! just kidding la..)
seeing all of you grow is my greatest testimony in NPCC. people go for gold unit and what nots, but i've managed to help a group of people undergo a metamorphosis to become leaders in their own ways.
but i want to apologise for not being able to impart all the NPCC skills due to my incompetencies in campcraft, drills, etc.
thanks for always laughing my mistakes off together with me, those times redefined my impressions of a training session because now i know that fun is present in all the various trainings.
i felt like i was part of the squad, i felt like a cadet all over again. though i still prefer my own squadmates, but all of you still brought me alot of happiness.
sometimes i might be alittle crazy, doing things that might seem to be meaningless, unreasonable and stupid. what i was trying to do was only to instill 2 things: courage and humility.
some of you might dislike the way i operate but i have tried my very best to care. i might not be like other CIs, i cant make all of you happy like they can. but i really tried damn hard. but still..
i feel very happy to receive gifts from all of you, i keep them really well and i take a look at them at times, hoping to get back the feeling i had when i first saw them.
though i didnt get expensive gifts like joehan, i choose to believe and see the value behind my gifts. so SOMETIMES i feel really lucky =)
your npcc journey has come to a temporary stop..
if you choose to continue, the choice of becoming a CI is always there for any of you. i will personally welcome you back to the unit.
but if you choose to stop, then i urge you not to forget it. because these experiences over the 4years were crafted by your beliefs and your efforts.
in any case, enjoy the remaining time in NPCC. work hard in AAC as well as your studies, look forward to farewell '09. i'm sure we'll have lotsa fun. =)
*to chanel, anisah and yueyu:
thanks for all the efforts and hard work that you've put in, you will soon reap the fruits of your labor in wherever you are going in the future. GOOD LUCK!
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