Sunday, December 14, 2008
life of an 18 year old
it has been 5days since i've turned 18.
nothing much changed except that i feel older and the responsibilities that i have to carry are heavier..
being older doesnt mean being wiser.
i still want to be young.
i'm still young!
there is this part of me that still wants to rant and be childish.
but the environment dont allow me to do that.
does anyone understand that i've never been young before?
does anyone know that i long for someone to take care of me?
does anyone know the shit that i've been going through for the past 18years of my life?
i know i always carry a smile on my face,
but does that mean that i'm leading a carefree life?
this world is never about yourself.
at some point in time, you will be living your life under someone else's expectations.
before that happens, treasure every chance that you have to make your own decisions..
dont be independent before you are supposed to..
it will only give you more pain and suffering. you'll know what i mean when the time comes..
emo shit. dont mind me.
sorry.
10:56 PM