Saturday, September 13, 2008
hey
back after another week
this week was a week of chaos and achievement.
CHAOS.
1. i freaking emo-ed through half of the week. feeling lost and lonely. it got damn bad until i "passed it on" to someone else.
2. i found out what some ppl thought of me. got damn pissed and started spewing vulgarities in the office. kinda dumb. but it never feels good to know how your good intentions transform and become interpreted into something of evil intentions.
ACHIEVEMENTS.
1. i overcame the tendency to become emo after a talk with ms tayshwuyueh. we understood how short life is, and time should not be wasted on crying over spilt milk.
fall > cry abit > get up > move on. [this will be one of my new principles]
2. i ran my first 20km. Creative Technology's Walk-a-Jog happened yesterday. my initial plan was to finish 16km. but thanks to my colleagues, they tempted me into running 20km. so i ran and ran throughout.
at 10km, my timing was 1h10mins! better than my timing during the HUMAN RACE! i was damn happy and was even more motivated to complete the remaining 10km asap.
so i ran and walked, ran and walked until the final 1km. i had a massive cramp. MY QUADRICEPS (layman's term: thighs) tensed up suddenly. immediately i had to sit down and control my breathing.
ppl from the back caught up and kept asking if i was alright. some even wanted to massage my legs for me. i had to smile to each and everyone of them, assuring them that i am alright. in the end, a first-aider came to help me up. and i completed the remaining distance limping. -.-
this 20km run is really one of my milestones. if my legs still allow, i will continue running and perhaps i'll join the standard chartered marathon next year (this year i cant because im too young...not 18 yet).
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on the side note.
i feel this time i screwed up. really managed it badly.
im still waiting for you. dont misunderstand me please.
11:13 PM