aargh.
feel so misunderstood.

maybe they too RAW. they havent seen the world out there.
crying is not a sign of weakness. i never looked down on people who cried for the right reasons.

im really proud of those who cried plainly because they cracked under pressure.
being THAT young, i really did not expect them to take whatever shit that i was throwing at them.
it was good they they broke down, because they have been exposed to such nonsense and now they know how strong they are mentally.

as for the my bunch of leaders,
they havent understood the essence if the world out there.
maybe they are too young to understand.

sooner or later as you progress in life, that invisible shield that has been protecting you will slowly fade away, leaving you full-exposed to the threats and ugliness of the real world.
during then, it is fully up to your mental and physical strength that will pull you through the hurdles.
if such act of "torture" is being condemned, then when is it that anyone will start to learn about "mind over matter"?
i was a cadet, i know how it feels to be played around in the hands of the officers.
i can safely say that whatever i lashed out during my term was nothing compared to whatever i recieved along my npcc journey.

to all whom i have offended with my act, i offer my sincere apologies. above is my explanation for my actions.

i really hope that all of you will understand my rationale and learn the lessons that i believe will benefit any of you in your future life as an npcc cadet, student and a human being.

aargh.
feel so misunderstood.

maybe they too RAW. they havent seen the world out there.
crying is not a sign of weakness. i never looked down on people who cried for the right reasons.

im really proud of those who cried plainly because they cracked under pressure.
being THAT young, i really did not expect them to take whatever shit that i was throwing at them.
it was good they they broke down, because they have been exposed to such nonsense and now they know how strong they are mentally.

as for the my bunch of leaders,
they havent understood the essence if the world out there.
maybe they are too young to understand.

sooner or later as you progress in life, that invisible shield that has been protecting you will slowly fade away, leaving you full-exposed to the threats and ugliness of the real world.
during then, it is fully up to your mental and physical strength that will pull you through the hurdles.
if such act of "torture" is being condemned, then when is it that anyone will start to learn about "mind over matter"?
i was a cadet, i know how it feels to be played around in the hands of the officers.
i can safely say that whatever i lashed out during my term was nothing compared to whatever i recieved along my npcc journey.

to all whom i have offended with my act, i offer my sincere apologies. above is my explanation for my actions.

i really hope that all of you will understand my rationale and learn the lessons that i believe will benefit any of you in your future life as an npcc cadet, student and a human being.

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