Monday, August 18, 2008
wah. came to blogger.com and had the shock of my life!
THEY CHANGED THEIR LAYOUT? (did i take too long to realise?)
2 papers passed. remaining 2 very simple, so today can afford to slack. hahaha =)
lets share some of my pictures! no one ever seen my photo-taking talents before.
only myself -.-"
here goes: (enlarge them for better effects!)
this is taken from my window! i like the colour,very greenish. quite soothing.. :p
this one also very interesting. feel like i seen it before somewhere. he is one of the RED LIONS!
NOW...ALL THE FIREWORKS PICTURES FROM NDP '08
lastly. show you some "standard" Singapore Shots. not VERT VERY proud of them la. coz they only look OKAY to me..
first time post so many pics. COMMENTS! =)
2:48 PM
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
im vexed.
really vexed.
its either you or me.
but. there are so many things stopping me from letting you have your way
nelly furtado once asked, "why do all good things come to an end?"
now,im posing the exact same question to everyone reading...
how many "happily ever after" have you witnessed?
how many times have things gone your way?
how many times have you regretted what you did?
aargh. CARPE DIEM. CARPE DIEM.
how i wish i can just live every single day as it is.
if only i could bring myself to shut out problems of the future.
my life would be alot smoother than it currently is.
i hate thinking too far out into the future.
i hate thinking of possible endings when things are just starting out.
i hate myself.
im sorry
8:51 PM
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
quick post before i start studying..
the year is coming to an end..
semester ending in 10 days time,
npcc ending in 10 days time.
almost half of my life ending soon.. everything just seems so OBLIVIOUS, FOREIGN, whatever..
aiyah dont care la..
---------------------------------------------------------------------
some idiots really excel in the whole BGR thing.
break then find new one. make the whole thing look damn simple. -.-
hope they die early la. useless fools.. GRRR..
1:33 PM
Tuesday, August 05, 2008
2:21 PM
Saturday, August 02, 2008
i drew this when i was damn bored in class.
i think it is rather nice, considering it was my first attepmt at drawing a boat.
i didnt not use white ink, go figure how i did this piece.. =P
11:03 AM
studying weeks of semester3 has come to an end.
from now till 15 aug will be my study break, followed by exams then comes ATTACHMENT.
i think im really lucky to be attached to Creative Tech.
on the surface, im lucky because is got a higher monthly pay ($600/mth) than all my peers ($440 -500/mth).
going deeper, im lucky because i am exposed to a wider job scope which enables me to learn more and these things that im gonna learn are those things that i want to learn. (beneficial to the FUTURE sixinvert you see..)
----------------------------------------------
anyway..
this semester wasnt really a smooth one.
i've been extra lazy, extra inattentive for some reasons that i cant even explain.
lectures now seem boring, tutorials seem redundant.
everytime i will feel that i can pass the exams without much effort.. sighs.
maybe the book is right. im really paying more attention to modules that i have a passion for. other things will only turn me off no matter how hard i force myself to accept it.
for me, school really isnt a good place.
if only there were a school with so much flexibility that will allow you to mix and match modules according to your personal preference (kind of like macdonald's in an educational setting)
if a day like this arrives, i can foresee many more talents rising out at an earlier stage. because there will definitely be alot of people like me that will exist in the future. f they are not brought up like i was, they can easily go to the LABELED INSTITUTIONS (NA, NT, ITE, etc..) just because they have no interest in what schools are teaching.
well, doubt such a day will ever arrive.
good luck to the future generations. your education life will only get tougher and tougher as we move on we the times. *shakes head*
8:40 AM
aargh.
feel so misunderstood.
maybe they too RAW. they havent seen the world out there.
crying is not a sign of weakness. i never looked down on people who cried for the right reasons.
im really proud of those who cried plainly because they cracked under pressure.
being THAT young, i really did not expect them to take whatever shit that i was throwing at them.
it was good they they broke down, because they have been exposed to such nonsense and now they know how strong they are mentally.
as for the my bunch of leaders,
they havent understood the essence if the world out there.
maybe they are too young to understand.
sooner or later as you progress in life, that invisible shield that has been protecting you will slowly fade away, leaving you full-exposed to the threats and ugliness of the real world.
during then, it is fully up to your mental and physical strength that will pull you through the hurdles.
if such act of "torture" is being condemned, then when is it that anyone will start to learn about "mind over matter"?
i was a cadet, i know how it feels to be played around in the hands of the officers.
i can safely say that whatever i lashed out during my term was nothing compared to whatever i recieved along my npcc journey.
to all whom i have offended with my act, i offer my sincere apologies. above is my explanation for my actions.
i really hope that all of you will understand my rationale and learn the lessons that i believe will benefit any of you in your future life as an npcc cadet, student and a human being.
8:26 AM
i drew this when i was damn bored in class. 