MESSY AND UNTIDY. ITS SO NOT ME!
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WEIZI
19 YEARS OLD
NGEE ANN POLYTECHNIC
Saturday, July 26, 2008
its been a long long long long long long long long long long long time before i last posted.
i wasnt lazy. i just didnt have the mood.
so many things happened over the past week. i want to say, but im scared.
all i want to tell myself is to exercise SELF-RESTRAINT, sooner or later my rash-ness will be my downfall. SOMEONE PLEASE KEEP CHECK OF MY EMOTIONS.
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some events did happen though.. 1. 散打competition on SUNDAY. my leg was brutally injured. my worst injury yet. i admit i fought like crap because i was scared. but im happy to know that my lousy state was still challenging for him. in the course of the fight, i wanted to quit. but i managed to keep standing up. maybe thats just me. INFALLIBLE. (thats good right?)
2. Interview @ Creative Technologies on TUESDAY i practically limped my way there. felt like a total idiot, wear so nice but walk like some drunkard. luckily no attention was paid specific to my outlook, guess they were already impressed with my dressing. =) interview was split into 2 segments a. TEST PAPER b. FACE-TO-FACE TALK
a. test paper was crappy. tested on my hardware and technical knowledge, grasp of english, letter writing and PROFILING the technical part wasnt easy but loking at the other people's faces, i think i was the best. HAHAHAHA the rest of the sections was EASY-PEASY
b. talking with the guy was perceived to be difficult. but in the end, the WEIZI inside got the better of me. I TALKED TO HIM LIKE A FRIEND. so he asked me lots of questions with regards to problem solving. much to his and my surprise, i answered all of the QUITE well. (proud of you WEIZI!)
3. PRESENTATIONS school is pretty much coming to an end. modules are ending or have otherwise ended. in this week, ive presented THRICE. obviously i did well in all 3. it could be due to the part of me that really cannot give a shit about my audience, therefore making it so easy to speak infront of the masses.
CADETS, IF YOU ARE READING THIS.. I EXPECT ALL OF YOU TO OVERCOME YOUR SHYNESS AND START SPEAKING UP!!
thats about it that happened during my absence.
movie date next week. anyone?
9:27 AM
Wednesday, July 09, 2008
HEY
goodness gracious, been so so so so so long since i last updated!
some updates: 1)competiton not on jul12 anymore. missed the weigh-in 2)enrolled into ANOTHER competition. jul20. AARGH 3)sparring with SAF guy last night. now my left leg is pretty much crippled 4)got back remaining results. overall still satisfied. my results really showed me what is "reap what you sow" 5)NPCC BBQ ended. wasnt really happy with my planning. still got more to learn i guess.. 6)*IMPT* SIXINVERT taking a break. will be back online with more stuffs and better layout -.- 7)EXAMS are around the corner. im kinda looking forward to it coz i want the sem to end ASAP..
thats it for updates!
back to blogging...
im really fascinated at how our mind can manage to cheat ourselves.
sometimes this self-delusion crap is beneficial, sometimes it isnt. it is good when: 1)athelete cheat themselves so as to push their bodies further to achieve better results 2)geniuses cheat themselves to stretch their imaginations for better and more creative ideas 3)workers cheat themselves to stay awake by telling themselves that they are not tired so as to complete the night shift
it is bad when: 1)slackers cheat themselves that they got alot of time to waste on procrastination 2)losers lie to themselves that it isnt their fault when they lose 3)assholes cheat themselves into thinking that they are well-liked
so yeah. it further proves that everything has got 2 sides. The Good as well as The Bad.
i personally like to employ this strategy when i run. i like to bluff myself and think that im not tired. it really helps to motivate me to continue running all the way until the end.
i also lie to myself alot so as to convince myself to slack. but i think it can be justified by the fact that i havent rested properly for quite some time. and i want to be carefree like how i used to be before all these project and shit weighed down on me.
however it saddens me to see how ppl like to lie to themselves, telling their mind that it is ok to fail for one reason or another. it goes to show that these ppl are useless or they really have thick-skin(no shame because they admitted they lost without even trying).
i firmly believe that if i were to be stucked somewhere, i would make the best out of it.
i've done that in CIBTC i've done that in Area18 i've done that in school i've done that during kickboxing .... .... and the list can go on and on...
so yeah... look at your predicament. no matter how shitty, just grit your teeth and move on. the SUN will shine after the RAIN, it just takes TIME.
11:34 PM
Saturday, July 26, 2008
its been a long long long long long long long long long long long time before i last posted.
i wasnt lazy. i just didnt have the mood.
so many things happened over the past week. i want to say, but im scared.
all i want to tell myself is to exercise SELF-RESTRAINT, sooner or later my rash-ness will be my downfall. SOMEONE PLEASE KEEP CHECK OF MY EMOTIONS.
-----------------------------------------------
some events did happen though.. 1. 散打competition on SUNDAY. my leg was brutally injured. my worst injury yet. i admit i fought like crap because i was scared. but im happy to know that my lousy state was still challenging for him. in the course of the fight, i wanted to quit. but i managed to keep standing up. maybe thats just me. INFALLIBLE. (thats good right?)
2. Interview @ Creative Technologies on TUESDAY i practically limped my way there. felt like a total idiot, wear so nice but walk like some drunkard. luckily no attention was paid specific to my outlook, guess they were already impressed with my dressing. =) interview was split into 2 segments a. TEST PAPER b. FACE-TO-FACE TALK
a. test paper was crappy. tested on my hardware and technical knowledge, grasp of english, letter writing and PROFILING the technical part wasnt easy but loking at the other people's faces, i think i was the best. HAHAHAHA the rest of the sections was EASY-PEASY
b. talking with the guy was perceived to be difficult. but in the end, the WEIZI inside got the better of me. I TALKED TO HIM LIKE A FRIEND. so he asked me lots of questions with regards to problem solving. much to his and my surprise, i answered all of the QUITE well. (proud of you WEIZI!)
3. PRESENTATIONS school is pretty much coming to an end. modules are ending or have otherwise ended. in this week, ive presented THRICE. obviously i did well in all 3. it could be due to the part of me that really cannot give a shit about my audience, therefore making it so easy to speak infront of the masses.
CADETS, IF YOU ARE READING THIS.. I EXPECT ALL OF YOU TO OVERCOME YOUR SHYNESS AND START SPEAKING UP!!
thats about it that happened during my absence.
movie date next week. anyone?
9:27 AM
Wednesday, July 09, 2008
HEY
goodness gracious, been so so so so so long since i last updated!
some updates: 1)competiton not on jul12 anymore. missed the weigh-in 2)enrolled into ANOTHER competition. jul20. AARGH 3)sparring with SAF guy last night. now my left leg is pretty much crippled 4)got back remaining results. overall still satisfied. my results really showed me what is "reap what you sow" 5)NPCC BBQ ended. wasnt really happy with my planning. still got more to learn i guess.. 6)*IMPT* SIXINVERT taking a break. will be back online with more stuffs and better layout -.- 7)EXAMS are around the corner. im kinda looking forward to it coz i want the sem to end ASAP..
thats it for updates!
back to blogging...
im really fascinated at how our mind can manage to cheat ourselves.
sometimes this self-delusion crap is beneficial, sometimes it isnt. it is good when: 1)athelete cheat themselves so as to push their bodies further to achieve better results 2)geniuses cheat themselves to stretch their imaginations for better and more creative ideas 3)workers cheat themselves to stay awake by telling themselves that they are not tired so as to complete the night shift
it is bad when: 1)slackers cheat themselves that they got alot of time to waste on procrastination 2)losers lie to themselves that it isnt their fault when they lose 3)assholes cheat themselves into thinking that they are well-liked
so yeah. it further proves that everything has got 2 sides. The Good as well as The Bad.
i personally like to employ this strategy when i run. i like to bluff myself and think that im not tired. it really helps to motivate me to continue running all the way until the end.
i also lie to myself alot so as to convince myself to slack. but i think it can be justified by the fact that i havent rested properly for quite some time. and i want to be carefree like how i used to be before all these project and shit weighed down on me.
however it saddens me to see how ppl like to lie to themselves, telling their mind that it is ok to fail for one reason or another. it goes to show that these ppl are useless or they really have thick-skin(no shame because they admitted they lost without even trying).
i firmly believe that if i were to be stucked somewhere, i would make the best out of it.
i've done that in CIBTC i've done that in Area18 i've done that in school i've done that during kickboxing .... .... and the list can go on and on...
so yeah... look at your predicament. no matter how shitty, just grit your teeth and move on. the SUN will shine after the RAIN, it just takes TIME.
11:34 PM
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