MESSY AND UNTIDY. ITS SO NOT ME!

Saturday, January 26, 2008

SixInverT

i guess i have to retire from blogging for a while.

its so pointless to blog when i clearly know that im the only one who reads my own blog.

whatthefuck.

so now i declare that ludicruos.blogspot.com is on hiatus(copied frm clive).

new book reccomendation: Think and Grow Rich by Napoleon Hill

10:14 AM

Saturday, January 19, 2008

WOOT WOOT WOOT~!!!

EXAMS ARE COMINGG!!

this semester no MIEC though.. there isnt a confirmed A this time.. HAHAHA.. BUT WHO CARES!

WEIZI IS SO SO SO SO GOING TO GET GPA 3.3 THIS TIME!!!!

IMPORVEMENT FROM LAST SEM'S 3.2.. HAHAHAHAHAHA

WISH ME LUCK DUDES/DUDDETTES!!!

u totally screwed me upside down...

2:20 PM

Thursday, January 17, 2008

DREAM A LITTLE DREAM OF YOUR DREAMS!

everyone has a mulit-million dollar dream. but is there anyone who really thought about how to attain that dream?

i dream of having a monthly cashflow of $100,000. but i know that it will never come true if i dun start somewhere.

SO...

i am dead sure that after april, i will come back with my first business attempt. no matter if it fails or succeed, i know i've tried. =)=)=)

to all others, many of our dreams require us to take risk that we nv think we can afford to take.
in my case, i have to risk losing my money as well as my parent's.

so come on! all these risk means nothing, why settle for a predictable life when u have a choice not to?

many of us prefer our other half to be unpredictable so that they can bring us unexpected enjoyment, why not think of your life as your spouse and give it some unexpected surprises!

4:05 PM

Wednesday, January 16, 2008

if there are things that you feel i should know.. I REALLY SHOULD KNOW!

being kept in the dark, guessing my way through life isnt really the way i planned to live life.

it is one of the most horrible way to live, every second of your life you are guessing and suspecting something that isnt worth suspecting/guessing if the other party would just SPEAK UP AND BE HONEST.

when will HUMANS stop playing this guessing game, several things in life dont have to stay hidden but they always are.. WEIRDOS..

think ppl.. think...

disappointment is what i feel when i think of you

10:44 PM

Sunday, January 13, 2008

.WEEKENDS.

other than studying, television and PSP, i havent really done anything..

i very lazy to go out now leh. go out then got rain, crowds and everything else to deter me. HAHA=)

i want to eat BUFFET(ANY STYLE)!

anyone game for it??

6:04 PM

CCA SHOWCASE

the showcase was successful in a sense..
sec3s did a FAIRLY good job. though the proposal was quite crappy, the event turned out pretty well..

i hope i managed to convince the sec1s to join us in the npcc family! i dun understand why did the npcc predecessors have to form a stereotype that npcc is a very rigid and boring cca.. makes my life so sian..

BUT THINGS HAVE CHANGED!

im a CI, i call the shots! i made changes to make life better! why wont anyone believe me!?!?

hmm i hope i can pull off a great and fun training for the sec1s, i really want them to benefit the way i did. =)=)

anyways.. the UG movement in bbss still have a long way to go before we acheive the goal as set by the MOE(CCA Branch). hopefully the few ccas who are "up there" can really take a look at the predicament of the UG in BBSS and cooperate with us.

FELLOW UG LEADERS PLS SUPPORT ME!!!

3:20 PM

Saturday, January 12, 2008

people really do mature.. at least i did!

last time i was really distracted from everything, coz i was always lost in my thoughts about things.

now, even though im still thinking about things. i've become more focused in my work and interests.

im very happy i managed to do that or else im gonna fail terribly in my results and my life..

i still love you!

11:03 AM

Monday, January 07, 2008

fail and ye shall succeed

above is another phrase that i just came up with to comfort myself.

things are not moving as smoothly as i thought. just as i thought my grades might be going up, it plunged yet again.

i dun understand why i cant do math-related stuff, maybe im not supposed to be logical.
the distinctions i got frm O level mathematics came about because i just memorise everything blindly...

POA ar POA.. how on earth can i understand you thoroughly? can u make urself simpler and less complicated so that i can score well with you?

MY NOSE IS STILL BLOCKED. BLOCKED LIKE A CHOKED SINK.. I CAN BREATHE!!!!

8:21 PM

Saturday, January 05, 2008

SOMEONE JUST DELIVER ME FROM ALL THESE TORMENT!

BMGT - shoot it
BCA - rape it
BLAW - beat it
MAEC - crush it
LMS - smash it
IAC - kill it

ALL THE PROJECTS ARE WEIGHING ME DOWN!!

i think its gonna be hard to maintain my 1.8m height and also my 3.2 GPA..

wish me luck fellas!

WEIZI
might be his last words.. =(

12:16 AM

Friday, January 04, 2008

IT HAS ALWAYS BEEN ME, ME AND MORE ME!

NEVER WILL THERE BE A DAY WHERE US OR WE EXIST!

12:10 AM

Tuesday, January 01, 2008

as we embrace 2008, lets evaluate 2007!

i would like to reflect back on this year and see what i had or had not done.

thanks for:

1) the meaningful trip to korea: where i had a whole new experience with people and its culture

2) fantastic O level results: though i chose ngee ann, it felt great to see that i was eligible for so so so many different courses which also includes JC.. =)

3) kickboxing: i wouldnt know that there are actually more styles in the world then the ones that i've been exposed to!

4) school: i hate working, that explains why school is great!

5) all the new friends made this year!

6) NPCC Cadet Inspector's Basic Training Course: opened my perspective about alot of things in life..hehe~

7) Uniformed Group's Youth Leader Conference: got to talk to minister leh.. not bad =)

8) my new additions to my inventory: PSP, BAGS, SHOES, CLOTHES, PANTS, WATCH.. and the list goes on..

9) FAMILY

10) FRIENDS: ALL OF THOSE THAT I ENJOY TALKING TO! (you know who you are.. so obvious..)

next up! things i regret doing..

1) PROCRASTINATING: the no1 thing that i cannot change.. because of that i missed PLENTY of chances to change the way i am.. SOMEONE PLEASE DELIVER ME FROM PROCRASTINATION!!!

*as procrastination is the cause of all my regrets, i think the list should be non-exhastive..*

for the year 2008:

1) i want to fufil my birthday wish!

2) i want to have a better vision/foresight of the future

3) i want to fill up that emptiness inside of me.. there is just something i lack in my life. i alr have money, friends, activities.. but there is just something.. SOMETHING...

4) i want someone to stop me frm procrastinating.. VERY IMPT!

5) i want to make more friends!!

6) i want to bring BBSSNPCC up to GOLD UNIT STANDARD! (only on the personal development part.. :X)

that seems to be my new year wishes. most of which depends on myself.

hopefully im motivated enough to fufil all of them!

4:29 AM