MESSY AND UNTIDY. ITS SO NOT ME!

Tuesday, December 25, 2007

Christmas EVE

the 5 bachelors had a grand feast at MARCUS's house.

it was somewhat like a HOGWARTS feast coz we had damn alot of food!!
the best part was that.. the food was prepared by oursleves!

after the feast, i had my first encounter with sparkling wine. it was non-alcoholic so i drank it without any worries. its was DAMN DAMN SOUR!!!

at 2310h, we decided to go down to orchard to countdown.

i have to admit i was quite excited as it was my first time counting down in orchard.

the footpath was really crowded and filled with alot alot alot alot of bangladeshi workers. they really showed the singaporeans that all of them does MANUAL labour. why do i say so? THEY WERE PUSHING SO DAMN HARD AND SINGAPOREANS DIDNT EVEN HAVE THE CHANCE TO PUSH BACK!!!

lots of those ppl rubbed their sweaty self against me and i stunk. haha=)

saw quite a few women bring escorted out by the police coz they were either injured or fainted.

there were a few times when i almost fell but managed to regain my balance but in the end i fell after stepping on a fallen barrier. during that time, i was afraid of having my ankle crushed by the people and also to be caught in a stampede with so many foriegn workers pushing around.

im alright in the end la.. DUH -.-

there was this white man who was bullied by a group of sec1/2 kids. he was pushed around by them, his face was filled with foam by the spray can, was pointed middle finger and all the atrocious stuff.
it really angered me to see how kids can bully a foriegner in this manner.. what angered me more was that the white man didnt retaliate! instead, he just smiled and talked to them nicely.

WHAT IS THIS WORLD COMING TO?!?!

5:58 PM

LOVE (BGR) - a profoundly tender, passionate affection for another person.

i feel that it isnt a very good definition but its the closest to what i think.

some people want it, some people have it
some people spend their whole life looking for it, while some people seem to find it when they lose it.
some people feel its important, some people treat it as a game

love is really quite wonderful yet at the same time it can be dreadful.

as it gets tougher and tougher for some people to find it, they start to undermine love.
they start treating it as a game where 2 parties get together, have fun and then go in their seperate ways.

maybe MARS and VENUS must come out and really have a good talk with each other to reinvent the meaning of LOVE as it is quite screwed in a sense.. =)

5:45 PM

Thursday, December 20, 2007

today's topic will be about TERM holidays and SEMESTER holidays.

Term holiday are usually not holidays becasue we are either rushing for projects or catching up with schoolwork.

back in sec school, our teacher will keep making us go back for supplementary lessons and give us tons of work. now in poly, we have to finish up projects that will be due when school reopens. so if anyone really think about it, TERM breaks actually means no break for alot of people.

Semester holidays are real holidays where one can really sit and do nothing. however, it only applies to people whom are not having syllabuses that span from 1 academic year to the other (eg. sec1 to sec2, sec3 to sec4) because their semester break is also not really a break, still have to catch up with schoolworks, tuition and blah...

in poly, a 2mth semester break may sound cool but its too damn long. ppl might say that "its a good time to work and earn money!!" but no one actually realises that working limits the time u can spend with your friends, it also limits your freedom to do anything you want.

At our age, i think work should be a leisure activity because in our 80+ year lifetime, 1 can study maximum up to 25 years old and the rest of the time will be spent on working. WHY ARE PPL IN A RUSH TO TORTURE THEMSELVES??? ppl really do the weirdest things.

semester holidays might be long but their length might be beneficial to some too. for ppl like me who have so many commitments to handle, we can slowly finish up our work 1 after another with no pressure!!

long holidays could also mean a period for a breakthrough, ppl can use this time to think about their future, or develop an idea they have been thinking of for a freaking long time.

benefits of holidays are boundless but the question is, how are you going to harness all of them?? =)

10:19 AM

Thursday, December 13, 2007

i cant rid that weird feeling that is weighing me down.

why do opposites exist?

to make things worst. why must opposites ATTRACT?

if there were only plus and no minus, then the world will be in adundance right?

if there were only happiness and no sufferings, wouldnt that make life better?

all these questions seems to have no answers. maybe it is too profound.

im starting to get really emotional these few days or weeks. i need something that i can rely on, a safety net of some sort, i just want to have the "free-fall" feeling where everything dun matter except the falling motion.

i miss all my friends, i really do..

7:27 PM

Tuesday, December 11, 2007

HOPES FOR NO PRECIPITATION. WRONG!!! HOPE FOR SUNSHINE. DEFINITELY RIGHT!!!

a simple theory and i cleanly forgotten.. so much for spreading the power of thoughts..

last paper tomorrow and i'll be freee!!! WOOTSSS!

to all who reads this: PLEASE PLEASE HOPE FOR THE SUN FOR THE NEXT 2 DAYS!!! i'll explain the why plus the theory behind it when i have the chance.. :)

warmth and heat from the sun is crucial. i need to perspire.*not only me. i think all of us wish for some heat and light in the monsoon season..*

blaw tmr. mug hard to enjoy!

6:53 PM

Sunday, December 09, 2007

im thinking alot now.

to be or not to be, that is the question - Shakespeare

so should i do ? someone enlighten me!

8:35 PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!

happy 17th bday to MYSELF!

i recieved several gifts of which 90% are in the form of RED PACKETS =)=) but not to worry, im looking forward to the gifts from my dear FRIENDS. HAHAHAHAHA!!!

HOWEVER..

for every high, there is a low. TMR IS COMMON TEST!!! freaking sian diao. coz i really cant get into studying gear. seems like i already know the things im studying.. LOLOL

well i just need to tahan for 3 more days. think i can pull it off beautifully and be one of the top few in class ;p

GOOD LUCK AGAIN!

6:18 PM

Friday, December 07, 2007

BRACES-LESS!!! INSTANT GRATIFICATION!

yes! after 1yr11mths. my teeth has its armour removed!

its not really that good. coz it feels weird. in any case, the metal strip had been part of me for quite some time alr, thats why it feels weird as if i lost a part of me. HAHA =)

the removal was terrible, the equipments mobilised were loud, screechy and delivers alot of PAIN.. i will nv forget that experience. hopefully, dun have to go through it once more.

after the weekends will be the CTs, and after CTs will be hols w/ tons of project. luckily i already have some recreations planned out for myself! hahahaha =)

GOOD LUCK WEIZI!!!

9:14 PM

Thursday, December 06, 2007

SUPER BAD DAY YESTERDAY... :(:(

to start things off.. i was dowright unlucky.

first i dressed horribly, but i had no idea why i chose what i wore.. *says goodbye to the 3/4 pants.*

the first unlucky thing was already bad enough.. i didnt even want to raise my head for the whole day..

second unlucky thing.. being a YAP, my register number is usually the last one in class.. so i had to wait 1 freaking hour for everyone else to finish before i can enter the room to read 10 words off the board as part of an assesment to see how I fare in the korean language.

10 words! 10 FREAKING WORDS!!! DAMN IT!

and i had to wait like 1h???

the words are so darn easy that i came out as soon as i went in.. WOAH CLASSMATES.. U ROCK MAN.. -.-

actually it doesnt sound really unlucky to any other person.. problem was that I WAS STARVING.. AND DESPERATELY NEEDED TO FILL MY STOMACH!!!

thats the 2nd unlucky shit

3rd bullshit that happened..

the F****** 154 took like 1hour to arrive at the bus stop. u bet i was dead pissed during that time. as the saying goes, "a hungry man is an angry man" i tried to control my temper but the hunger overwhelms me almost all the time causing me to curse and swear while waiting..

this really shows that weizi can get real pissed off when he is starving. so DONT TRY TO STARVE A WEIZI!

ps. to the 154 driver: you suck big time.

12:31 PM

Monday, December 03, 2007

SHAGGED... ITS BEEN SO SO SO LONG...SINCE I LAST CYCLED...=)

today's weather is great for tanning at the poolside. but i was dead lazy to travel down to the pool. so i thought of a great idea to enjoy the tan!

once i reached home, i gave my bike the maintenance it deserved LONG LONG time ago. got changed into a singlet, applied sun-tanning oil and went down to the RESERVOIR and cycled!

true enough the sun was burning. but i didnt dare to remove my shirt. so i got a light tan on my arms, but its better than nothing! =)

all in all i did 3 laps around the 6km track. DAMN. it was tiring i can feel both my calf shaking shaking and shaking EVEN NOW!!! HAHAHAHA!!!

im so confused alr. why cant common test happen once we complete the syllabus covered? why must still drag on and do so many more chapters that i doubt anyone will even try to listen.. now im tied with trying to understand new topics and trying to prepare for the CTs.. AARGGGH!!!

7:38 PM

COUNTDOWN STARTS NOW! 1 WEEK MORE TO 9 DECEMBER!!!

YAY! so ya. my birthday is around the corner. quite happy and sad coz its the F****** common test week.. but no worries, im gonna have fun on my bday and do well for test! HAHAHA!!!

I had a great time yesterday with MS MALTESERS. =)

SITEX is too damn crowded. WEIZI is too damn stupid. in my anxiousness to get things done, i bought the HDD at the most expensive price possible. Still reproaching myself until now.

*could have saved $30!!!*

ANYWAYS...we then went to CLARKE QUAY. it is still as bustling with so so so many ppl dining and having fun at the pubs. we had dinner at BILLY BOMBERS. the food is quite good especially the shakes:)

after the EXTRA-FILLING dinner, we took a walk along the riverside, quite cool really. there are ppl singing songs (new and old and even carols), we could follow some. haha..

what happens next is the interesting part. WE TOOK A TRISHAW!! SOMETHING I NEVER THOUGHT I WILL DO! the experience is er.. COOL? haha.

thats really enjoyable and i would definitely surely want to experience it all over!

THANKS MS MALTESERS!! =)=)=)

3:35 AM

Saturday, December 01, 2007

HAD THE WILDEST TIME OF MY LIFE! (IS IT THE WILDEST? HMMM...)

went out on the postponed-very-long-already date with theresa. its way cool coz i didnt buy ANYTHING! -__-

we talked alot and sorted out quite alot of things. quite happy coz we both love each other so so so much!! (BESTEST friend kind of love la. DUH!)

haha. how i wish that there are many more of such things coming up. its really good to say everything and talk about anything with the ones you love. the feeling is so WARM? haha. i dun even know how to describe it.

TO: Miss Malteser Reciever.

please dun reject me? hahaha.

LOVES,

Mr Malteser Supplier

LOLOLOL!!

9:40 AM