im becoming schizophrenic. part of wants it, part of me holds back.
i really dunno how to.. if everything were as clear cut as econs, i wouldnt be stressing my brains out.. TELL ME WHY!? i wanna say but the part thats holding back is clearly stronger.
everyday i wait for something that doesnt seem to be coming towards me. how can a person like me who is so goal oriented be led around aimlessly? is it necessary?
its definite that i wont die without it but its surely good to have some of it.
THOUGHTS ARE MORE POWERFUL THAN ANYTHING ELSE!
THINK GOOD THOUGHTS!
THINK HAPPY THOUGHTS!
THINK HOW HAPPY I WILL BE IN THE FUTURE!
lets end this post with a song:
With All Your Heart - Plus One
You make this world a better place
When you try your best each day
Just listen and your heart will show the way
It will make you strong inside
Everytime you do what's right
In a time of darkness you'lll find light
You'll find you have the courage within(Courage within)
To fight for what you truly do believe in
With all your heartI know you can do anything
With a little faith you can reach right up to
The highest star There's no mountain you can't climb
Just look inside your heart you'll find
The strength inside
All you have to do is try
With all your heart..
