im becoming schizophrenic. part of wants it, part of me holds back.
i really dunno how to.. if everything were as clear cut as econs, i wouldnt be stressing my brains out.. TELL ME WHY!? i wanna say but the part thats holding back is clearly stronger.
everyday i wait for something that doesnt seem to be coming towards me. how can a person like me who is so goal oriented be led around aimlessly? is it necessary?
its definite that i wont die without it but its surely good to have some of it.
THOUGHTS ARE MORE POWERFUL THAN ANYTHING ELSE!
THINK GOOD THOUGHTS!
THINK HAPPY THOUGHTS!
THINK HOW HAPPY I WILL BE IN THE FUTURE!
lets end this post with a song:
With All Your Heart - Plus One
You make this world a better place
When you try your best each day
Just listen and your heart will show the way
It will make you strong inside
Everytime you do what's right
In a time of darkness you'lll find light
You'll find you have the courage within(Courage within)
To fight for what you truly do believe in
With all your heartI know you can do anything
With a little faith you can reach right up to
The highest star There's no mountain you can't climb
Just look inside your heart you'll find
The strength inside
All you have to do is try
With all your heart..
i think this month is PISS-ALL-OF-YOUR-FEMALE-FRIENDS-MONTH.
and ya. if any of u can guess, i pissed another girl off AGAIN.
but something i really dont understand about girls is that.. why they like the COLD WAR period.
whats wrong with accepting the apology and settle the matter? i feel i still have alot to learn about girls.
with that said. if you are reading this, im gonna apologise to you again but if u still gonna ignore me, i really dunno what to do..
im really sorry be being so childish today and i really hope u can forgive me. you are like one of my best friends in school and i really dont want to lose this friendship because of my stupid mistake.
hope this will be an enlightening post to any guys who might be reading.
each time i wait. i see my ideas manifesting with other ppl.. there is this unknown envy and jealousy that i know I of all ppl shouldnt have..
new short term goal: to fail in business ONCE before 18 year old.
sometimes i feel im my own teacher, i get inspired by my own words sometimes. very random yet true.
THE SECRET SEEMS TO BE BUILDING UP IN ME. I'VE BEEN VERY FAITHFUL, PLEASE DONT DISAPPOINT ME! *think good thoughts and happy thoughts*
and korean lessons are essential and sucky. 80% i know liao but its the 20% that i really need. so its quite stupid and unproductive to attend lesson. I HAVE TO CHANGE THE MINDSET!!! why nobody talk to me there ar... the best gesture i recieved is a SMILE : ) thanks yeah..
now so alien timing liao haha .. thats all!!
i did ALL my tutorials for the week! YAYNESS! but the law ones, not really sure if im right..
damn. if it was real, i might just jump of a building. ALMOST BLEW IT!
OHM-MAH-LEH-OHM!!! give me the power i NEED!!!
GOODNIGHT!
im really gonna make it up to you ten-fold, hundred-fold or even a thousand-fold. I swear never to do it again. SORRY ONCE MORE!
yesterday i taught the first lesson of my lifetime, it wasnt as easy as i thought because not everyone is born with the natural ability to fight. i always taught that martial arts is actually to make sense of our combat instinct. however after yesterday, i knew im utterly wrong.
it was quite funny to see the cadets struggling to do the different techniques esp when some of them are super stiff and rigid in their movements. hahahaha.
my EVERLAST slipper didnt last, it broke so i walk barefooted to westmall to get myself a new pair of slippers. now its BODYMASTER! HAHAHAHA!!!
im becoming schizophrenic. part of wants it, part of me holds back.
i really dunno how to.. if everything were as clear cut as econs, i wouldnt be stressing my brains out.. TELL ME WHY!? i wanna say but the part thats holding back is clearly stronger.
everyday i wait for something that doesnt seem to be coming towards me. how can a person like me who is so goal oriented be led around aimlessly? is it necessary?
its definite that i wont die without it but its surely good to have some of it.
THOUGHTS ARE MORE POWERFUL THAN ANYTHING ELSE!
THINK GOOD THOUGHTS!
THINK HAPPY THOUGHTS!
THINK HOW HAPPY I WILL BE IN THE FUTURE!
lets end this post with a song:
With All Your Heart - Plus One
You make this world a better place
When you try your best each day
Just listen and your heart will show the way
It will make you strong inside
Everytime you do what's right
In a time of darkness you'lll find light
You'll find you have the courage within(Courage within)
To fight for what you truly do believe in
With all your heartI know you can do anything
With a little faith you can reach right up to
The highest star There's no mountain you can't climb
Just look inside your heart you'll find
The strength inside
All you have to do is try
With all your heart..
i think this month is PISS-ALL-OF-YOUR-FEMALE-FRIENDS-MONTH.
and ya. if any of u can guess, i pissed another girl off AGAIN.
but something i really dont understand about girls is that.. why they like the COLD WAR period.
whats wrong with accepting the apology and settle the matter? i feel i still have alot to learn about girls.
with that said. if you are reading this, im gonna apologise to you again but if u still gonna ignore me, i really dunno what to do..
im really sorry be being so childish today and i really hope u can forgive me. you are like one of my best friends in school and i really dont want to lose this friendship because of my stupid mistake.
hope this will be an enlightening post to any guys who might be reading.
each time i wait. i see my ideas manifesting with other ppl.. there is this unknown envy and jealousy that i know I of all ppl shouldnt have..
new short term goal: to fail in business ONCE before 18 year old.
sometimes i feel im my own teacher, i get inspired by my own words sometimes. very random yet true.
THE SECRET SEEMS TO BE BUILDING UP IN ME. I'VE BEEN VERY FAITHFUL, PLEASE DONT DISAPPOINT ME! *think good thoughts and happy thoughts*
and korean lessons are essential and sucky. 80% i know liao but its the 20% that i really need. so its quite stupid and unproductive to attend lesson. I HAVE TO CHANGE THE MINDSET!!! why nobody talk to me there ar... the best gesture i recieved is a SMILE : ) thanks yeah..
now so alien timing liao haha .. thats all!!
i did ALL my tutorials for the week! YAYNESS! but the law ones, not really sure if im right..
damn. if it was real, i might just jump of a building. ALMOST BLEW IT!
OHM-MAH-LEH-OHM!!! give me the power i NEED!!!
GOODNIGHT!
im really gonna make it up to you ten-fold, hundred-fold or even a thousand-fold. I swear never to do it again. SORRY ONCE MORE!
yesterday i taught the first lesson of my lifetime, it wasnt as easy as i thought because not everyone is born with the natural ability to fight. i always taught that martial arts is actually to make sense of our combat instinct. however after yesterday, i knew im utterly wrong.
it was quite funny to see the cadets struggling to do the different techniques esp when some of them are super stiff and rigid in their movements. hahahaha.
my EVERLAST slipper didnt last, it broke so i walk barefooted to westmall to get myself a new pair of slippers. now its BODYMASTER! HAHAHAHA!!!